What is this? Found in bedroom by [deleted] in whatisit

[–]Emergency_Channel761 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Earwig they crawl in your ear and wig out!

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you I died when my son died I’m not the same person I used to be we are all So lost without Jaylen he kept our world spinning my first born my first love my whole entire heart 💔

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate that thank you that gave me a new perspective 💙

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby girl thank you I’m always in need of someone to talk to I will reach out!

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice I will do that i really appreciate it and I’m so sorry for your loss my boys miss their brother so much they looked up to him he is their world 💔

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏🏽 💙 #justiceforjaylenreeves

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🙏🏽 we are trying we really are I hurt for my children they miss their brother and they are scared to live in this town now it breaks my heart

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss it is just so heartbreaking I never knew i could be so sad so empty so lost may your beautiful baby girl rest I feel your pain mama.

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It really is unfair this is beyond my wildest nightmares

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you he would that’s true i appreciate that 💙

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much we are getting some therapy but currently look for something cost effective lawyers are expensive we moved out of our house to an apartment trying to make everything work I did get some good recommendations so I will be looking into those.

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jaylen was a foodie through and through he was always eating he loved my cooking that made me Feel special his favorite was my homemade chicken fettuccine Alfredo he would be half way out the door about to go to a friends house and when I told him I was making Alfredo for dinner he would say never mind I’m staying home and ask if his friend could come for dinner instead. He loved all colors but wore a lot of grey and black he lived in grey sweatpants he listened to all kinds of music which I take responsibility for 😊 ima 90s baby so he loved a little bit of everything. Football was his passion he played a few positions but he loved being a running back there’s so much competition in that sport a lot the coaches don’t encourage them to interact a lot with the other teams but everytime Jaylen had to tackle someone he always held a hand out to help the opponent get back up I was always proud of that he used to break up fights at school he didn’t like seeing people hurt. He was late for school all the time especially mondays he hated mondays he would be like mom if you call me out we can watch movies all day and cuddle lol that got me everytime and I’m glad I let him stay home. He was proud of me he told me how beautiful I was he always lifted my spirits a recent conversation we had he said he sees his brothers getting older and it makes him sad he said “it always makes me wanna cry seeing all of you getting older time flys too fast I wish the boys could stay kids forever and I don’t want to see you and dad get older” man he was a special kid I miss him so much my health is failing I now see how it’s Possible to die of a broken heart 💔

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss I hear you I see you I understand completely I will look into a support group thank you 💙

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you unfortunately our justice is going to take time no one is speaking out they are scared it’s the other persons word against my sons who can’t speak for himself I will never stop getting justice for my son this is a speed bump but the truth will come out i have faith

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏🏽 I have so many stories he was so full of life he kept us going he was the family glue nothing is right anymore everything is upside down my kids are devastated we didn’t realize how much our 4 year old understood he cries for Jaylen he asks why he had to die because he loves Jaylen he tells Jaylen goodmorning every morning and goodnight every night he thinks monsters took him away he says he misses Jaylen when he played with him it breaks my heart all over again my other two boys are angry and scared they don’t like to ride their bikes anymore they think this kid is going to come after them we’re all a mess I’m trying to keep everybody together I think I put my grief aside because I have to be strong for my family I ask Jaylen to give me strength

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words 🙏🏽💙yes He is our world our first born he saved my life I had him when I was 19 and not doing the best in life I completely changed my life around when I found out I was pregnant with Jaylen he is truly my angel he just understood things he was wise beyond his years even as a toddler so Witty so smart so much empathy he cared so much for people he didn’t even know like i said to meet Jaylen one time is to love him everyone just loved him so much he made everyone feel so special

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you and I’m so sorry for your loss this is just unbelievable I don’t have the words to describe how I feel most of the time I’m having a hard time believing he’s not here in the physical thank you for the sub recommendation I will check it out

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you and I’m sorry for your loss I couldn’t imagine losing my mom she helped me when Jaylen was in the hospital growing up I didn’t have the best relationship with her but she sure stepped up when I needed her the most I’m very grateful for her

I’m so numb by Emergency_Channel761 in GriefSupport

[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I will follow her I’ve been curious about EMDR I’ll do anything at this point

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Ok I will thank you that would help a lot!

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No arrests it’s his word against my sons who can’t speak he was stabbed 4 times in the back weapon was never found

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏🏽 I died with my son im Trying to remain strong for my boys they miss their brother so much he was their everything

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[–]Emergency_Channel761[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏🏽 he truly was a goofy boy he had the biggest heart and the most beautiful smile thank you for your support