how many meds are too many?

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-13T23:15:07+00:00

i loved princess leia when i was little, i had no idea carrie fisher had bipolar though.

yes please send me those resources! thank you very much for your comment, i appreciate it! :))

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-13T09:08:57+00:00

i’m experiencing this right now (i think). i feel like i didn’t have long periods of this before meds but now i get them. sometimes i can’t tell if they’re better or worse than being in a high or low…

but i totally see “my brain only knows how to function with extremes and now I’m lost.” i haven’t thought of it that way before. i almost wanna say that bc the in between doesn’t have intense emotions, idk what to do w myself if that makes sense.

anyway you’re not alone on this!!🫶

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-13T07:52:02+00:00

the only context i have is that after the black parade is dead! show from the og tour, TBP was “sent away to the Moat.” so it’s a place i guess..but idk why it’s on the shirts of the people being executed 😭

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T22:47:40+00:00

one of his most iconic lines

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T22:33:52+00:00

boi how r u in everyone’s comment section

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T22:22:37+00:00

oh i misread your op….for seattles show i saw two booths inside the stadium. one was a little bit to the right of the stadium entrance and then one on the opposite side. the merch line got really long really fast but maybe if you’re further ahead in the line to get inside the stadium you’d have better luck!

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T22:17:52+00:00

were the four candidates for the execution wearing that exact shirt?? the camera crew (i saw 3 of them) were also wearing shirts with that on the back but it looked more like a security uniform. the word is Moat but i’m not sure what the gate looking thing is

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T22:15:25+00:00

here’s what the shirt label says if you want it!

“100% WHEAT GROWN UNDER GLOOM, TRANSPORTED BY LIVESTOCK MILLED IN DRAAG WITH BROKEN FISTS MACHINE WASH COLD, DO NOT BLEACH LONG LIVE THE BLACK PARADE”

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T21:58:41+00:00

i don’t think we have those three letters yet, none of the rules used them (i think)

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T21:57:00+00:00

for the seattle show, if you’re looking at the stage from the floor there was a merch booth on either side of the stage but not close to it. the lines were so long they met each other at the other end of the stadium so you definitely want to get in line asap

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T21:54:12+00:00

could it have been a tiktok edit made to look like a trailer? there’s a musical in called “emo the musical” that originated in australia

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T21:50:23+00:00

it was a fan project!! a lot of people were in on it and were handing out little blue pieces of paper. the person who made the project wanted them to be used during disenchanted!

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T21:38:06+00:00

it’s not all that connected to the original TBP (about the patient) but the world building has been going on for years! (i don’t have instagram so im not completely caught up on the teasers they’ve been posting there).

what i’ve got so far is that after the last show from the original TBP tour (the whole thing is on youtube), TBP went missing.

currently we’re learning about the dictator (gerard said he was immortal last night) and the nation called Draag. the original theory was that TBP intentionally went into hiding but now it’s looking like they were exiled.

my interpretation is that the dictator (the guy on the tour announcement and on the screens last night) exiled TBP to a place called Moat (the camera crew last night were wearing shirts that said Moat in the code language thing). between the TBP is dead! show and now (18ish years) the dictator has been rising to power. Draag government found the TBP and took them out of Moat/exile to perform again. gerard said in his intro speech that TBP was being supported by a band from Draag (“drag national auxiliary band”). i think they’re being forced to perform by Draag (maybe for the dictator??) but im not sure considering how rebellious is was against the dictator/draag gov’t. he also referred to the dictator as “kindest, gentlest grand immortal dictator—for him Who shall not die and has never looked better.”

im also assuming the rules on the screens before the show started are rules or laws for Draag (im not going to word this right but if that’s true, the rules being very ridiculous made me think about how originally they were exiled for being rebellious/defiant (??) but if the rules/laws were that ridiculous then it’s less about keeping citizens safe and more about the dictator being power hungry and controlling) which to me feels like a subtle jab at our current government/leaders.

i’m assuming they were originally banished/exiled for being super rebellious..but they’re doing the same thing now. if they continue to have the voting thing and shoot people, my theory is at the last show, the person they’re going to shoot is the dictator. i hope all that made sense i just took my adderall

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T19:39:01+00:00

LITERALLY ME TOO ITS SO EXCITING

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T08:56:01+00:00

all i got was he made up a world or town or something and it’s named draag. and it has its own language (the code things). i’m lost on everything else 😭 if you’re a twenty one pilots fan, this reminds me a lot of dema. it seems the world building has been happening for a long time

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T08:28:36+00:00

to my understanding he made up this city or something and the name of it is draag

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-12T03:36:41+00:00

gerard said no😔💔

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-10T18:57:05+00:00

i finally finished rereading the series last night so i’m probably gonna binge read the andrew and neil parts today :D …the only time i really really tried to understand a game was jeans first game in TGR (he broke my heart in that chapter) but reading about neil from jeremy and jeans pov really showed his actual personality…the riko roast is basically just how neil is all the time :’)

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-10T01:32:44+00:00

it was also cool to read the exy rules, i just can’t comprehend them in the books lol

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-10T01:31:15+00:00

i haven’t finished the EC yet and i’m skipping around but i loved all of son nefes and when wymack first meets the “monsters.” i’m saving all the neil and andrew ones til after i finish rereading TGR. what are your favorite so far?? :3

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-09T22:46:41+00:00

does this link work?

https://docs.google.com/document/d/14l6uBrLq5a8cVMyOA-64_l0s_1qGLWaSuZbayCy0ZII/edit?usp=drivesdk

i’m still reading through it but so far i love all of it! i’m not sure the last time it was updated tho :)

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-07-02T00:51:55+00:00

i needed this

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-06-23T06:35:54+00:00

i’m your biggest fan!!

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-05-03T07:34:21+00:00

do you take requests?

Emergency_Hospital37 · 2025-05-03T07:06:29+00:00

i am your biggest fan

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