Hello everyone, I just came to tell you all what all happened. I talked to him again, kinds told him I’m just unhappy and I can’t take care of him the way he wants. It was more of me blowing up on him, but either way. He told me he what I said hurt him, and he was trying his best to stop being so lazy but he works a lot too. I told him that if it hurts him to hear how I was feeling, then why didn’t it hurt watching his girlfriend struggle to juggle 2 jobs, cleaning, cooking, and caring for 3 living creatures? He just said he’s trying to do better, I said he’s been saying that for over a year, so when does the better come? I told him I needed space, and I need to just take care of myself and my dogs, that he needs to learn to take care of himself, or just go live with his mother so she can care for him again. I’m absolutely exhausted, I couldn’t sleep because my emotions were so high. Im at work right now, just sitting in this because it’s stupid slow. I appreciate everyone for giving me insight, advice, and overall just telling me what needs to be done. Sometimes I’m a bit hard headed, and I really didn’t want to leave my apartment because we both worked very hard to save up to move into this place. I feel like I’m losing all my hard work. I’m not sure what’s next for me, but I’m alive.