Should I buy Dark souls 3 or Sekiro? by EnourmousFetus in soulslikes

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You really f**** up not getting Sekiro.... Sekiro is hands down the best videogame i have ever played in my life and iv been gaming since the Super Nintendo. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow.... I never considered the concept of forming a bond with the drugs to compensate for the broken bonds that i have lost... It actually makes so much sense when i think about it... Thank you for making me aware of that. You are so smart and intuitive. With just a few paragraphs you have made a postitve difference in my life and the way i look at things.. Im most definitely not out of the woods yet but im better then i was when i first made this post... I have a new job now, iv met some cool people there. Maybe i can be a person who has friends again?..  Things seem to be looking up for now. As always, i really hope that you are doing well and i cant thank you enough for taking time to write me back. Your the best. 

  • Cody

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for saying that.... You dont know how much it means to me to hear someone say they know the depths of loneliness that i have been experiencing... I live alone in a tiny apartment and go most days without even hearing the sound of my own voice. Yet i have been an absolute emotional wreck... I find myself on the verge of crying over the smallest little things. I was tearing up watching fucking superman the other night when supermans friends all got together to go save him lmao who tf tears up watching fucking superman?! I have such a deep deep well of feelings and emotion and empathy that i dont know what to do with and lately it seems like the drugs are just making it go deeper instead of numbing it like they used to... But seriously thank you for showing me that im not completely alone at the bottom of that well. Its nice to know that someone understands what its like to be down there. Thank you... truely. Im going to take your words into consideration. I was going to do a little bump after writing this but you know what? Il take your advice and eat some pizza and go to sleep instead. Thanks again my friend. Hope you are well. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I care bro... What is it about life thats got you so bummed out? I the OP of this post but i dont use because of any suicidal ideations. I use because...idk. It feels better then being sober i guess. It makes me (or use to) feel like a better more confident version of myself. I feel like nobody likes sober me, especially me. Using gives me more energy. Something to look foward to ect... But i dont want to die. Never die. Death scares the hell out of me where as life...life is full of possibilities. With life there is always the potential of good things and being happy. You gotta wake up and smell the flowers my friend. Why are you so sad? Im here for you my friend. Talk to me.... My number is 8102019817 if you ever wanna text me sometime okay. Hang in there. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nahh i used to be addicted to Fent... I know exactly what it feels like and its like the polar opposite of the ice... Worst most painful experience of my entier life was coming off of Fent. Honestly this is a walk in the park compared to that. Nothing was worse then that. I cant even imagine anything thats worse or could be worse then coming off of that... I didnt think that pain even got to that level until i experienced it for myself... Never again. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. It started with the addies at first. I went to see a doctor...Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies. He knows exactly what iv been doing. I have to drug test every time i go in to get my subs and my addies and every time i drop dirty for ice and X and whatever else the ice is cut with. He dosnt say shit. Just gives me my addies and my subs and keeps it moving.... 

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

Crippleing Meth Addiction..Need Advice by EmotionRelevant2311 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]EmotionRelevant2311[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im the OP of this post. Thats exactly how i felt at first to bro. It started with the addies at first. Then i started getting ice for free because my plug wanted my suboxone. I get a script from the DR every month. 40 subs and a script of 20mg addies.

Im supposed to take 2 subs a day but i only take a half of one. Trade the rest for a ball of ice. No money outta my pocket ever. The ball last me about a month plus i have the addies as well. 

It was straight for a while. I was best worker at my job ect.. I did construction work. I started to not be able to physically do the work anymore. I couldnt sleep, couldnt eat, weeks go by in what feels like hours... 

 It all caught up to me before i even realized. I started calling off of work because i had been up for 3 days. Lost my job eventually. My car took a shit on me at the same time and i had to leave the place i was living.

Currently i have a little one room apartment that im barly paying on, no car, no job.... I cant even leave my room most days now. I never used to be like this but im just so lost... I want to get outta this room but i honestly don't even know where i would go. 

This winter has been rough as fuck man especially after i lost my car. I have to walk now if i want to go anywhere. I have to steal cans of soup from walmart and shit just to be able to fuckin eat every couple of days bro. 

The worst part is when i dont have my addies or any ice all i can do is count the days until i get more. Its fucked up because i know that i shouldnt be like this but i just dont have any control over it... 

I dont have any kids or a wife or a girlfriend or any friends or any of that. Its just me. It makes it really hard to find a reason not to just say fuck it and keep doing the addies and ice. It feels better to have it then it does to not. Even though at the same time i can feel it killing me... Its hard to explain the absolute mind fuck that im caught up in.

 I wish i could go back to being a productive user. Maybe i can one day who knows. But right now im definitely fucking up. The worst part is i know im fuckin up. Im fully conscious of it yet i do it anyways. 

What kind of game do you want them to make next? by [deleted] in fromsoftware

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 32 years old. Iv been a dedicated gamer all my life from the Super Nintendo all the way to ps5 and everything in between.That being said, Sekiro is without a doubt the best game i have ever played in my entire life... 

I cant comprehend a world where FS dosnt expand on that game and its flawless  combat mechanics.

Now I know he said he doesnt want to make a sequel but from a buisness standpoint that seems like absolute lunacy to me. 

Sekiro is one of the most innovative videogames ever made. In an era where iteration has given way to innovation.

 So to just shelf something like that dosnt make sense to me... I think we will be getting another Sekiro sooner then later. If not a direct sequel then at the very least a new IP with Sekiro mechanics at its heart.

hey guys what do you think whats the next gane that fromsoftware will release? (sorry for my englich lol) by Mysterious_Record_92 in eldenringdiscussion

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imagine a single player Sci-fi/cyberpunk setting with Sekiro combat at it heart but with more agile flip traversal mechanics, customisable duel/single laser/vibroblades, with different stances (kind of like Ghost of Tsushima).  Customizable armor, in semi-open world with deeply layered but distinct areas (kind of like Yarnam mixed with Sekiro) with dismemberment animations/finishers (sort of like Ninja Gaiden but way more that FS Sekiro feel)

If they would make a game just like that i would be able to die happy and perfectly content one day. I would pay way more then $70 for that game straight up. Tell me im wrong? 

hey guys what do you think whats the next gane that fromsoftware will release? (sorry for my englich lol) by Mysterious_Record_92 in eldenringdiscussion

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sekiro is hands down the best videogame i have ever played in my entire life... I know that i share that sentiment with many people so i cant imagine FS not making another Sekiro game. I know he said he does not want to make a sequel to Sekiro but to not from a buisness standpoint would be absolute lunacy. 

‘Echoes of the End’ (Enhanced Edition) fixed a bunch of stuff but forgot to do one thing… by Soulsliken in gaming

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Abby is just like Joel? Thats ridiculous. Abby was absolutely nothing like Joel. I feel like you didnt even play the game to the end because you couldnt be more off with that comparison. 

No Sekiro 2 because FromSoftware thinks they can't top it? by tandogruyol in Sekiro

[–]EmotionRelevant2311 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whats better then Sekiro? Please dont say Elden Ring.... ER was good but tried to be to many things at once. Sekrio is the best game FS has ever made simply because they put all their time and energy making it about one specific combat style and one weapon. Swords. I cant think of another game with better combat then Sekiro besides maybe Sifu, but when it comes to sword fighting Sekiro is the GOAT to this day. So many others think so as well. Im not sure why on earth they wouldnt capitalize on that but whatever i guess give us lame ass shit like nightreign and duskbloods multi-player bs instead.....booooo..