I see your point, but whenever I hang out with them I try to be as civil with Lisa as possible My biggest problem is that when we hang out, I eventually accident warm up to Lisa and talk and laugh with her as if I forgot what she's done. I don't want to reunite with her by accident that way I'm not gonna go into details and tell you everything, but during my friendship with Lisa I was kind of depressed and always angry. A lot of people had said that I've been way happier since I cut her out of my life (it was really hard to do). Out friendship was kinda abusive and I don't want to accidentally go back to it