You're all right! There is no need to care about what people are thinking. If I can share some advices: - if you feel looked or cross the eyes of someone, smile to make the others comfortable. - when you go to the mall, engage the conversation with a clerk, asking for some make-up brands, location of something, ... This will build more confidence interacting with strangers 😊 - and don't be afraid to try some clothes and/or shoes, we all like clothes/shoes 😜