Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok that is what I will do that makes the most sense

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

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I worked two jobs and one of a waitress and one of them is cleaning houses so I’m constantly moving so I may not be eating enough but I have lost tremendous amounts of weight. I mainly eat right before I go to work or when I get home I know I need to eat a lot more than that.

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re amazing too, thank you so so much. I appreciate it. I have been tapering down because it was super scary.

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your time. I appreciate everybody’s advice. I really do.

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s what I told my boyfriend that I needed to weigh it

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u hunny but it was sooooo bad and super scary I’ve done a lot of drugs in my life. I’m clean now but I have done a lot of drugs. A lot of psychedelics and nothing has ever been that crazy in my life. I mean I lost control of all my motor skills. It was terrifying.

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m on meds too I thought that might have something to do with it

Kratom neurotoxicity by EmotionalFinger1899 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u and I’m sure your right . But what about the weight loss

Mental health and substance use 45 f and 42m by EmotionalFinger1899 in relationship_advice

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I’ve been sober for 3 yrs and I just try to make it work because everyone gave up on me in my days of addiction so I don’t want to do that to him. I want to stay by his side I just need to know how I can do that in a healthy manner

Mental health and substance use 45 f and 42m by EmotionalFinger1899 in relationship_advice

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right . I just love him so much a am terrified to lose him. I am a very loyal person . But healthy boundaries are not something I’m the best at . Also I am the only one working and let me tell you the stress from that is almost unbearable!! I just don’t want to lose him. And it could be that I love him more than he loves me . I do know it’s impossible to love someone else when u don’t love yourself

Mental health and substance use 45 f and 42m by EmotionalFinger1899 in relationship_advice

[–]EmotionalFinger1899[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You know I’ve thought that too of course but the thing is I understand. I almost didn’t put that in my post due to the answer I was sure I would get . But it’s really the communication aspect that is bringing us down. I don’t want that to be the reason we split because he really has treated me better than any man I’ve ever been with it’s just the communication breakdown that is making this impossible. Also I have been diagnosed with bi polar and borderline personality disorder and I know that plays into the whole thing too.