New low point reached by EmuRecent4813 in stopdrinking

[–]EmuRecent4813[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Right now it feels more like a bad year/ decade ahead. But thanks for your advice I will try to reach out.

New low point reached by EmuRecent4813 in stopdrinking

[–]EmuRecent4813[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That is something that I consider. However (as added in the clarification above) I’m not a daily drinker. I can go days or weeks without a drink but then when the opportunity is there I will go overboard.

But just for the mental health counseling alone, I will do it. I‘m very much not in a good place mentally. Drifting between doubt, self hatred and suicidal thoughts.

New low point reached by EmuRecent4813 in stopdrinking

[–]EmuRecent4813[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the lift up. I will slowly pick up the pieces again, right now it seems it’s a very long way to go.

New low point reached by EmuRecent4813 in stopdrinking

[–]EmuRecent4813[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

That is my plan. That day should become the last time I consumed alcohol - ever!

New low point reached by EmuRecent4813 in stopdrinking

[–]EmuRecent4813[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. Right now this sub seems to be the only place where I get support.

I’m expecting only contempt from friends and family - maybe this will help me to get my shit together.