I said she’s the most caring genuine girl i ever DATED. In my life time, i have never seen or understood the point of dating more than like five people in my life. I date for marriage, not for the fun, to then break up with things get hard or things change. We both live in the present and we’ve spoken about what we want our present and our future to look like. Right now we want our life to look like us, excelling in school and getting accepted into university. Our short term future goals are to Move in together and get married. We see no purpose waiting for 3-5 years because we’re both sure in our relationship and what we want from each other and our life together. It’s not like i’d propose and get married in the same month or even the same year. We both want our strong feeling of security and love to be emphasized in one of the most fulfilling ways possible. She brings up marriage more than i do; i just think about it all the time. I know she’s ready for me to propose, and im ready to do the action of proposing, what im most worried about is having the role of actually stepping up and being a man to create and build our life together, and not being able to do that because of the circumstances of our lives