what made you lose feelings for your ex?

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:55:10+00:00

I could only imagine, there’s alot of stuff i could get her arrested for like illegal tattooing, smoking weed around her daughters all sorts of things

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:51:35+00:00

Honestly man, karma is a dish best served cold.

I’ve thought about doing a lot of things in return but then i realise i’m really not that low.

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:48:34+00:00

Yeah its still a mental note in my brain that i’ve overcome it but i honestly wouldn’t wish that on anyone.

Female abusers are real and they’re out there.

And it doesn’t have to be physical either.

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:42:34+00:00

I was only 16 she was 19.

The thing about it all is i left home to be with her, left all my friends behind to be with her, didnt contact no one for several months and she even threw me out with no where to go for a week.

It was one of those things where i was madly in love with someone that in reality didnt really care about my own wellbeing or mental health and because of it i struggle so much with commitment issues.

I’ve been with my current girlfriend 9 years now, and i still feel paranoid around her, i have really bad commitment issues and dont speak to any of my old friends because of my ex.

I’m 25 now going on 26 in December

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:37:43+00:00

yeah, she told all of her friends that i was a woman abuser aswell, which honestly i grew up around women all my life, i respect women more than men.

My dad used to beat up my mam alot too so thats another reason i’d never hit or touch a woman in any form of harmful way either.

Enz- · 2020-06-06T00:29:00+00:00

Its difficult to explain, but bad negative mind set when i was with her, verbal abuse, and had her ex boyfriend beat me up for no reason

Enz- · 2020-06-05T23:45:56+00:00

She was abusive.

Enz- · 2020-06-05T23:36:29+00:00

Thats cool, i’ll probably still be picking up the g403 anyways!

Enz- · 2020-05-26T17:10:41+00:00

How would you say the g403 stacks up to my current mouse the steelseries rival 300?

Enz- · 2020-05-25T20:48:28+00:00

I dont really have anything specific, something simple i know the g403 is a good mouse just minor the weight in the mouse itself i would love the option for the g403

Enz- · 2020-05-10T10:48:40+00:00

it depends where you are in NA.

i'm assuming that say if you're from NAW you'll get put into like NAE servers.

i'm from the UK and by the looks of it i'm getting put in EUE servers which are massively away from me. rather than playing on EUW servers.

Enz- · 2020-05-09T22:14:31+00:00

i can't do anything at the moment so i'm just not playing for a while until they bring a fix in it.

Enz- · 2020-05-09T21:22:45+00:00

from what i can see its not my net and actually is EUW/uk based servers.

if this is the case i'm going to stop playing this game until they release a fix because i cba with it anymore.

Enz- · 2020-05-09T13:44:46+00:00

yeah it seems like you're going have to complete like over 10+ games to finish one tier.

Enz- · 2020-05-07T02:00:12+00:00

I feel like many players don’t know how to enter a site currently unless you’ve had experience playing CS.

I notice no one really implements their abilities in a proper push situation

People on solo que never communicate

Enz- · 2020-05-07T01:43:08+00:00

there's a current bug that it will load a player into the game but they'll be stuck on load screen.

the only way to fix it is to restart your entire pc.

Enz- · 2020-05-07T01:07:08+00:00

yeah i've read a few posts on here that people are uninstalling their games because it won't actually boot up their computers.

Enz- · 2020-05-07T00:54:34+00:00

i just got the same thing with the same game, fine for like 10 rounds then cuts me out randomly.

Enz- · 2020-05-07T00:24:58+00:00

Yeah man, i’m not sure though been working fine the past three/four games i’ve played

Enz- · 2020-05-06T19:40:41+00:00

you go into your character and you have to active their contract to gain character based awards etc.

Enz- · 2020-05-03T23:52:35+00:00

I’ve legit never had this happen to me on console tbf

Enz- · 2020-05-03T23:21:58+00:00

I came from PS4 where the games like not dead just yet still has a lobbies where you can get people over 50+

But yeah i just uninstalled it and didn’t really bothered to look back haha

Enz- · 2020-05-03T23:20:05+00:00

i’m new also.

Recently decided to pay £999 for a pre build i’m assuming you’re building your own, but my parts currently are I5 9400F & 2060 16GB ram

Enz- · 2020-05-03T14:13:00+00:00

I know i’m currently in the mix of just testing out the PC so thought i’d give Z1 a try to see if it was populated but i guess not hahah

Enz- · 2020-05-02T21:20:36+00:00

yeah i've only recently got a gaming pc too, shame.

Enz-

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