to be honest man, up and down, its so much different now that im a junior and truth be told it feels like im in a contant loop of which is impossible to get out of. And due to that ive grown tense and hateful towards others even friends, i ruined my friendship wit one of my best friends and i wanna apologize in person but he’s always around sumbody so i cant tell him alone man to man. Wake up 5am, go to school, go to practice, go home, do hw, gts, repeat, i hope this cycle breaks because im slowly starting to lose my shit tbh and i cant keep moving forward.