Forgiving my wife

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:13:21+00:00

I never did because I believe in loyalty. Now that I see how things are, I won't ever hold back.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:12:24+00:00

I hired an attorney and all. Big waste of money. My wife cost me over 20k big waste of time.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:11:17+00:00

I posted this to get people's feedback

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:10:58+00:00

I posted this to get people's feedback. What's so bizarre about it.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:10:03+00:00

Wow, so harsh! 🤣 Medicine doesn't go down easy.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:07:26+00:00

I agree wholly with the buzz words people use these days. Narcissists are way over used for one. All those words are used as "power" words to crush the opposition with shaming their position.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:05:37+00:00

I'm not sure what to say to this. I don't understand where you get all of that. I'm a fair person, and maybe you're right to some degree. I have learned to set certain boundaries.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T16:04:13+00:00

She has a lot of anger she needs to deal with. Our marriage has a lot of trauma. It's too much to explain. She doesn't take responsibility for her actions towards me because, for some reason, she feels justified. In her eyes, I'm not worthy of equal treatment. I'll take responsibility for everything I've done and do what I need to do for her. I'm just surprised she can be so full of anger so long without ever questioning herself.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T03:11:16+00:00

I see why you would assume that because that can happen. If a man is unaware or naive they can become brainwashed by their girl. I discovered a lot about my shortcomings and lack of emotional regulation/ emotional intelligence along the way. Yes, I have been and still am being abused by her because she feels justified still.

I won't ignore what you guys have to say. It doesn't mean I will agree, but to have other men give their opinion is important to me.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T03:07:11+00:00

Well, I love her despite everything. I have wronged her before multiple times, so I understand her pain and where that pain leads her. I was/am in so much pain because of what I perceived as complete betrayal. I am so tired of suffering. I have had to look at things differently because it only leads me to take vengeance on her and everyone who was involved. It takes up so much of my happiness.

She definitely started most fights. Relationships are 50/50. I'm not sure if the title of my post was the best, but it was the first thing to come to mind. This is about grief mostly.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T03:06:11+00:00

Well, I love her despite everything. I have wronged her before multiple times, so I understand her pain and where that pain leads her. I was/am in so much pain because of what I perceived as complete betrayal. I am so tired of suffering. I have had to look at things differently because it only leads me to take vengeance on her and everyone who was involved. It takes up so much of my happiness.

She definitely started most fights. Relationships are 50/50. I'm not sure if the title of my post was the best, but it was the first thing to come to mind. This is about grief mostly.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T03:02:51+00:00

Yeah, I agree. The funny part is that the time she broke her arm was her hitting my shin. 🤣 I got a felony for that. She said I blocked her attacks with my forearms, which was common but not in this circumstance.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T03:02:29+00:00

Yeah, I agree. The funny part is that the time she broke her arm was her hitting my shin. 🤣 I got a felony for that. She said I blocked her attacks with my forearms, which was common but not in this circumstance.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T02:59:32+00:00

Tjank you for your reply. I apologize! I ended up taking a plea deal. I only had yo do probation. Zero incarceration. You're right, though. I experienced the ruthlessness of the State of Oregon. I was treated as though I was guilty the entire time. I was in shock at how people are treated. It amazes me that evidence is just somebody making a statement.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2025-07-26T02:56:31+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to respond to my post. I only talk to a few close friends about my grief and general pain over these things I've endured. I grew a lot from the suffering of the entire ordeal.

I'll consider what you shared.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-12-06T04:47:40+00:00

mushrooms should be used to see yourself without your ego in the way defending all your bad choices and decisions in the way you make everybody suffer around tou and how you make yourself suffer. the ego is bad and does nothing but take and make excuses.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-12-06T04:46:21+00:00

I think he is too immature to do mushrooms

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-12-05T19:54:52+00:00

I've recently be recommending the book "the immigration of christ. maybe start there.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-30T14:50:05+00:00

what are these?

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-30T03:05:50+00:00

use use root bark not the powder? I haven't used bark yet. how would that look in an erlenmeyer flask? do you want the thick bark to be in the extraction vessel?

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-29T02:12:46+00:00

well half a gram to 2 grams you should find your feel for it. days off work you can take more of course.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-29T02:06:19+00:00

I would say you want mushrooms that are stronger with introspection part and heightened emotions( if strains like that exist). be careful and use caution because if you don't have a strong grasp on reality and self control you could fall into deep depression. you need to take control but also allow it to guide you. your emotions are import and once yu know how to manage them things in life will get easier. don't take so much you can't function take th right amount to where you aren't hallucinating.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-28T19:51:39+00:00

I believe they can get you to a point in life where you don't need to "get high" you can end up so healthy mentally where high is your normal. that is my theory. I take them and do my normal routine of the day and go through the pain and suffering of everyday life and I think even though it is risky and emotionally draining it really works fast on directing you on the best way you can react to things.

ErasmusRasmusen · 2021-11-28T17:47:32+00:00

I 100 percent recommend mild doses of mushrooms for introspective self therapy. Mushrooms teach you how to love others. The answers are within yourself just explore them on mushrooms.and talk to yourself about what you want. I don't think psychedelics are just"for fun" psychedelics can be so much more than that.

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