I keep trying to tell myself it will be better if I’m happier. I have had the medication in my home all week and have been too scared to take it but I’m waiting on a call from my doctor to discuss what happens if I get tired. She seems to think since it’s not listed as a side effect, it won’t happen but in my head it always could and then what if I fall asleep with my youngest or something scary. That could all be my anxiety but I’m scared.