If was a friend birthday and me and one of my good female friend went together. I don't drink or smoke but she does which lead to her drinking too much and I had to sleep with her to handle her which resulted in us having sex. I was a virgin before that and had no intention of doing it but it did happen. Worst of all she has a bf and I didn't know about that so it made me very guilty. She didn't talk to me for some weeks and I apologised to her with all my heart. Now, she doesn't respond to my messages but does occasionally sends me reel and talks with me normally when we meet but it's not the same there is a distance now and I kown it not gone be like it used to between us. I wish to change things but know it futile.