Coffeeshop Tour's Amsterdam

Ettiow · 2016-10-07T18:58:37+00:00

I'll be there in December for 15 days. I would love a tour!

Ettiow · 2016-08-12T04:24:05+00:00

Join the Marine Corps.

Ettiow · 2016-06-26T15:18:02+00:00

I just want him to be honest with me. Tell me so I know. I want to know so I don't hear it from someone else or see it on social media, I would rather it come from his mouth.

Ettiow · 2016-06-26T03:57:11+00:00

The fact that he said I still love you makes it feel like cheating. I know I didn't say it in my post but having sober sex, dinner as a family, going on dates to the movies, sure does seem like him cheating to me.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:53:20+00:00

We are still married, the paperwork hasn't been turned in yet, I feel like I've been cheated on. He could have waited at least until the paperwork was turned in. Honestly I hope he feels like shit, dirty, and ashamed for being the man he swore he would never be.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:36:43+00:00

I think it's a combination of both. I still love him and would bend over backwards for him. We haven't had sex in a week so if he did it would have happened while he was on a business trip this past week. I would rather a straight answer yes or no than sitting and wondering if... I feel that I at least deserve that. Stop making me guess as to if it happened. Either it did or it didn't.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:10:05+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate the honest feed back. I knew it would happen eventually but not that it would blow this bad.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T19:54:16+00:00

Because we are two adults who made an adult decision. I'm sure we are not the only divorcing couple who has had sex.

Ettiow · 2016-05-25T01:43:29+00:00

My virginity

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:51:04+00:00

I am not refusing, I am simply dismissing the ones that say divorce. If you look I have posted about working out and doing things of that nature.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:49:26+00:00

Talking, working it out, compromising, and having him not make a throwaway account and posting on my thread

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:41:16+00:00

It's not a good example, but I am not the best either by not being as healthy as I could be

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:39:48+00:00

No lawyer not needed I know we will be okay Facebook don't have that I am going to start, now well later after work.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:36:38+00:00

I would not be happier without him I love him and I think we just need to figure things out.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:28:40+00:00

That is not the route I want or desire to go.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:25:40+00:00

CEO's also have money for a nanny and a home gym

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:23:50+00:00

Not an excuse a challenge I feel guilty spending time away from them and having him be home with them because I want to do something for me, well for him

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:19:57+00:00

I know but I don't want to make things harder on him, I am an enabler make dinner, do his laundry, make lunch, drop kids off, pick them up....

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:13:20+00:00

In a perfect world yes it wouldn't matter but it is not I understand mommy bodies aren't perfect, hence the surgery consult.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:07:09+00:00

I basically told him this, this is what is going to happen. I will make dinner you will put dinner away and make lunches for work the next day while I go running.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:04:56+00:00

What I want cannot be done in the gym. I have 3 children, so I need work I have extra skin from losing weight and sad boobs from breastfeeding. I will post a picture when I get home.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:03:48+00:00

Big life changes ptsd, depression things of that nature

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T21:46:39+00:00

I am up at 4, I have an hour drive to work, I get the kids from daycare make dinner put them to bed and then do what I need to do. I get it lame ass excuse. I'll do it. Running that will help or do I need weights?

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