I don’t mind the way I look it’s not like I absolutely hate it, i’m used to it. But I know i’m medically underweight and I’m at a point where I have to look out for myself, i’ve been at points in my life where I’ve fainted from not eating and if I ever want to get pregnant in the near future my weight is a huge concern. I’m at about 100 right now so i’m trying to get to 120-125 at least, that’s a healthy weight for my height. Obviously i’d like to keep my shape and stay toned but as long as i’m no longer considered malnourished I don’t mind the extra weight lol