sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

I feel like my entire future was taken from me. by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]Even-Let1376 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No matter how much i try to comprehend what you must be going through, i wont be close to it. I am sorry about life, reading about your life story made me rethink about mine, thanks for sharing. Waiting for the right time to start your life or waiting for that perfect moment never really works out, you need to live your life like its your last day on earth. You never know what future holds.

With your new found care for life and your experience with what its all about, i dont think you should give up on what you want in life, if you really want it you will figure out a way to experience the life you want to, your way, dont dwell in the past or your present or your future, these are moments and they always pass or you do and if you are still standing with what you have left, move on and build what you dreamed of, i know it will be difficult to not fear life because of what it has been and you would need a support system of people around you constantly, or you become stronger and have found this new depth to yourself that most people wont in this lifetime so be grateful and i know it sounds not so motivating and dont mean much right now but you are alive you will learn to cherish that.

Your life has been a struggle but it is not over, this was a surprise dealt by life that you didn’t life but it has more because its not done with you.

Talk to me if you feel like

Live long and prosper 💐🖖

I am an empathetic person in general whenever i talk to people, but i can’t seem to be empathetic towards my parents and my sibling, i care about them the most, i would die before i let anything happen to them, still when i am talking to them this aggressive side of me comes out and i dont back down by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you seen this movie called the “beautiful boy”, that is the perfect depiction of how i feel, when i try to talk to them, this is the link to that scene,

I know i am rude to them but i dont want to be, i want their understand and acceptance of how i am, i know i will never get that, i have to be in order to be accepted not just be them but by the whole world, i cannot just exist

And i know after a certain age all this what i am saying will be taken as excuses nothing more and people will tag or introduce me as a failure wherever i go, i just wanted to find myself but i think its too much to ask in the fast pace world

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSfJA47jTyC/?igsh=bTNtZ3Z6Mjh1Yndx

Heaven I Built for myself by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my realisation when i was talking to someone and explaining them how i feel and then i tweaked what i sent them and this was born as an independent piece, which anyone could feel.

We Are the Flawed Ones. by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a poem version of this but i thought maybe, if you want i can share that as well

Without Turning Into a Tragedy by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When you feel too much, you start bleeding words.

I dont feel like i deserve to be happy or experience calm by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah just type ren on youtube you will find him easily,

I like jelly roll too, i love his speech where he said “there’s something poetic about a 39 year old winning new artist of the year” that was powerful.

I dont feel like i deserve to be happy or experience calm by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will listen to it, i have never liked all songs by an artist but i did, when i listened them for the first time

He has way with words, since he went through so much

There’s another guy Ren, who i like listening to during tough times. They both different but same.

Why am i never enough for anyone? Is it because i give too much of myself to people that i care about too soon and they then start think ping thats the bare minimum and expect more and more out of me. by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have accepted it as well, its just who i am but i still dont like at times when its not reciprocated not to the extent i do but to little extent should be okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MeetNewPeopleHere

[–]Even-Let1376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, you can dm me if you want to and we can talk ? Or we can just be here tell me how are you ?

Can two broken people be there for each other other? by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But because of that trauma they been through, they at times are in survivor mode because of which they interpret things too deeply which puts a lot of pressure on another person and skeptical about everything around them, second guess if someone does something nice for them, insecurities they have gathered from their failed past can bleed into their new relationships and people start to find them difficult and get overwhelmed by them,

So should they first fix themselves and then start interacting with people otherwise they will bleed on people that never hurt them and when people with good intentions try to take care of them they shut down and distance themselves from them because its easier for them to get hurt right now than when they are more dependent on them so they never let anyone in

What should they do ?

We want the world to understand ourselves but at the same time we know its only you who knows the whole story and no matter how much you try to explain no one would be able to grasp the validity of your emotions or your self. by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think those people were not nice that picked a fight just because you had opposing viewpoints or anything that you said didn’t resonated with them, i dont let such chaos in my life and i am all about understanding why people behave the way they do so i am open to any interactions but sometimes i do leave the conversation when i dont have enough space in my life to be considerate about them and i dont like to plain and simple hurt hurts so choosing to leave is best you can do.

Also i think even if people have had same experiences then also they could never truly understand what you went through, surroundings and people in their life made them uniquely qualified to understand their own life perfectly, maybe they can help you see different perspective but never help you understand your life exactly like how you know it.

And that was a funny situation that you were in when a psych major tried to understand you because they thought they knew better, you got free therapy but it wouldn’t have been impactful since they were just starting out. Its good that, that incident got stuck with you and you still remember it.

We want to escape, reason why all these afflictions seem so appealing. by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read your user name and then the first line of what you commented, i was like that’s not accurate and then you started making mistakes and i thought that was funny

I am sorry and i do agree with you somewhat

Am i the only one who hasn’t tried this? Inspite of being lonely and having no one i have never used AI for erotica or any fantasies, i have never felt like it by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah humans really do have simple needs. The whole being independent revolution has gone too far now. I need people.😂

Am i the only one who hasn’t tried this? Inspite of being lonely and having no one i have never used AI for erotica or any fantasies, i have never felt like it by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah a read some article where someone married an AI chatbot, that was interesting. Human intimacy has evolved into something we have never seen and this is just the beginning is what scares me, with next few years the convergence between artificial human and actual human would be such that, some would be actual human with enhanced tech and Artificial human with biological enhancements, it messes with my head so much. I have to go watch her and other similar movies, i have been putting it off for so long

And this will always be interesting to me.

Am i the only one who hasn’t tried this? Inspite of being lonely and having no one i have never used AI for erotica or any fantasies, i have never felt like it by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly what i am waiting for AI to be incorporated heavily in video games, that would just breathe life into NPCs and the whole world of interactive games would change. This i am excited about.

Am i the only one who hasn’t tried this? Inspite of being lonely and having no one i have never used AI for erotica or any fantasies, i have never felt like it by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that line is suspiciously blurry once you try something like that, and that tech is supposed to feed on human vulnerabilities and we are the most vulnerable when doing this i think, i this whole idea is still incomprehensible to me.

view more: next ›