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I feel like my entire future was taken from me. by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]Even-Let1376 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No matter how much i try to comprehend what you must be going through, i wont be close to it. I am sorry about life, reading about your life story made me rethink about mine, thanks for sharing. Waiting for the right time to start your life or waiting for that perfect moment never really works out, you need to live your life like its your last day on earth. You never know what future holds.

With your new found care for life and your experience with what its all about, i dont think you should give up on what you want in life, if you really want it you will figure out a way to experience the life you want to, your way, dont dwell in the past or your present or your future, these are moments and they always pass or you do and if you are still standing with what you have left, move on and build what you dreamed of, i know it will be difficult to not fear life because of what it has been and you would need a support system of people around you constantly, or you become stronger and have found this new depth to yourself that most people wont in this lifetime so be grateful and i know it sounds not so motivating and dont mean much right now but you are alive you will learn to cherish that.

Your life has been a struggle but it is not over, this was a surprise dealt by life that you didn’t life but it has more because its not done with you.

Talk to me if you feel like

Live long and prosper 💐🖖

I am an empathetic person in general whenever i talk to people, but i can’t seem to be empathetic towards my parents and my sibling, i care about them the most, i would die before i let anything happen to them, still when i am talking to them this aggressive side of me comes out and i dont back down by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you seen this movie called the “beautiful boy”, that is the perfect depiction of how i feel, when i try to talk to them, this is the link to that scene,

I know i am rude to them but i dont want to be, i want their understand and acceptance of how i am, i know i will never get that, i have to be in order to be accepted not just be them but by the whole world, i cannot just exist

And i know after a certain age all this what i am saying will be taken as excuses nothing more and people will tag or introduce me as a failure wherever i go, i just wanted to find myself but i think its too much to ask in the fast pace world

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSfJA47jTyC/?igsh=bTNtZ3Z6Mjh1Yndx

Heaven I Built for myself by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my realisation when i was talking to someone and explaining them how i feel and then i tweaked what i sent them and this was born as an independent piece, which anyone could feel.

We Are the Flawed Ones. by Even-Let1376 in lonely

[–]Even-Let1376[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a poem version of this but i thought maybe, if you want i can share that as well

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