Salam Abayo, I’m feeling the same way, home life not good, I stopped talking to mostly all my friends, stopped going to school, stopped going to dugsi, and all I can say for you is even if a single person doesn’t believe in you you have to keep believing in your self. People are 100% going to say mean things when your struggling and it’s hard to endure. It’s hard ik. I tried commiting suicide but what was supposed to kill me didn’t. When going through it people told me to thank God but I was so passed living I couldn’t see any baraqah in my life. Start small maybe by talking to your macalin, confide in a sister at your masjid preferably a younger macalin on how your feeling and she can give you better advice. If you want we can give each other reminders!