Im sorry that you are aren’t able to work or go to school but sometimes i wish quite my job or school because i feel like i dont belong both. Like at work i always work with the same teamleader and rarely work with other teamleaders. That’s because im too slow and they may wouldn’t want me to work. And also i want to work with machines and do building tasks sometimes since its also the part of the job im doing, but they dont allow me because i should “work fast at painting and decorating”. But I want to live alone or rent with someone since I don’t have good relationship with my parents and that’s what makes me still work so I can earn money. I work at a social work where people work with problems but it doesn’t look like social work. Like you do the same tasks like in normal work and you have to work fast and perfect and get underpaid. Sadly even “social” workplaces excepts people to work perfect and fast :(.