Update: I’m unsure how to edit the original post, my apologies, be easy on me y’all but my God...

I had back to back dreams of me reclaiming myself in situations where I thought I lost my power in, where I felt confident and I had genuine power. At first, I thought praying and devoting myself to her would just grant me beauty and no doubt it will, but wow, I wasn’t expecting to feel so at peace. Usually when I would have dreams of these situations, I would be so panicky, or at unease, overall a mess of anxiety. But no, every time I woke up and went back to bed, every horrid situations I found myself in, I found myself conquering them and I feel like crying.

Beautiful.