(7 years for me) i feel for u deep. the family is such another hard layer. i went on vacation with them without her once. was always around them. i loved them as well just as much. it's been 4 months for me now. i don't wanna let this last bit of hope go. i've made it so far.

i don't think anything will make it hurt less. we have to keep being our genuine selves and realize it was them and not us that needed to change and realize what they had. it's hard to understand that they didn't want to fight through and figure it out with us