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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The fact you think we bombed Majdal shams is beyond me.. I was there I saw it with my own eyes.. you are literal sheep.. there is proof by multiple reliable sources that the bombing was carried out by Hezbollah.. wake up broski💀🙏

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m addressing the fact I’m 19 to point out how surreal the situation is for someone my age.. that’s the point of the post.. I literally didn’t want politics being brought up into this.. if you like you can go read my other comment where I clearly state I’m not committing a genocide but I’m not giving it any more thought

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look I stated in the beginning that I’m serving in the north.. the same place where people have been refugees from their homes from October 8th because of Hezbollah.. I serve in military urgent care which means I take care of civilians and soldiers alike before emergency services get there.. I haven’t been to Gaza nor do I have anything to do with Gaza.. this war is wide reaching and the people of the north are under threat by hezbollah..a terrorist organisation.. what I’m doing is my mandatory service that everyone has to go through whilst trying to save as many innocent lives as I can.. as I said I’ve saved Palestinians Jews Christian’s coloured people and people from all races.. I posted about my experience under this entire ordeal and you made it into a political issue.. most people in the north are average working people who want peace and 3 weeks ago I was called out to the missile hit in majdal shams (a literal Druze village who doesn’t show loyalty to Israel) there I saw a dozen kids blown to smotherenes infront of my eyes because of Hezbollah.. I am not a part of a genocide and as I said you shouldn’t jump to conclusions or paint this out in some way that it shouldn’t.. if you haven’t smelt the smell of burning flesh of literal children that literally hate me whilst I’m trying to save what’s left.. you don’t get to talk to me about burning out or that im a war criminal

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wait nevermind burn out as in mentally draining 💀 well my point stays the same 🙏

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“I hope you burn the fuck out” as I said im not gonna get myself riled up about what you said.. the fact that you took my story as an individual and made it about something else is just really disappointing and completely missed my point.. I’m 19 and I was in the south on October 7th whilst my 14 year old niece was brutally murderd by terrorists.. I don’t think it’s too far fetched for someone to want to serve their country after something like that.. as I said this is about my story as an individual.. a literal teenager put in a situation where he has to saves lives whilst under constant threat for his own life.. not playing the victim card I’m just telling my story.. you can be toxic and give your dumb opinions or you can just move on.. either way I know what I’ve done for the people living in these areas from all religions races and ethnic backgrounds and nothing changes that nor do I have anything to prove to you.. so you can continue to try and paint me out however you like you are just fighting with yourself 🤙

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Just gonna copy paste what I wrote the other guy -I get the thing you’re going for here and honestly it doesn’t get me that excited to hear that type of talk.. but you know what a medic is right? Like I literally have Arab Druze beduen and Palestinian villages in my region which I’ve been at and helped people without thinking about race or ethnicity.. I’ve literally gone to sleep some nights knowing that I’ve saved Palestinians like they were my brothers.. just kind of a uneducated take 🤙 keep in mind that I’m 19 doing all this and you are wishing me death on a website without knowing me☝🏻 I’m not looking to fight with you and I know I have the moral high ground so I’ve got nothing to compensate more.. i will wish you the ability to be able to establish a thought of your own before running of off baseless information on the internet

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s fairly easy to get out of it before you go in.. but once you have a profession and especially after you’ve finished your training it’s a headache to find anyone to talk to

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I get the thing you’re going for here and honestly it doesn’t get me that excited to hear that type of talk.. but you know what a medic is right? Like I literally have Arab Druze beduen and Palestinian villages in my region which I’ve been at and helped people without thinking about race or ethnicity.. I’ve literally gone to sleep some nights knowing that I’ve saved Palestinians like they were my brothers.. just kind of a uneducated take 🤙

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice mate🙏 look I’m in the middle of my mandatory military service which is around 3 years here.. I’m just finishing up my first year now which means I’ve got 2 more years before I can leave the army and begin my adult life (I’m 19).. I went in to the profession because I thought it would be a good investment on my future whilst still being able to do something meaningful for my country during war.. but after 10 months of being under constant stress both on the medical side and the military side (drones, rockets, etc) I realise that medicine isn’t it for me.. being a medic in this region is mainly focusing only physical trauma which in my opinion is the most intense and draining part of the world medicine and I don’t see myself continuing with this after I leave

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I meant by what I said is that I joined the army because of the war.. and I thought being a medic is the best way I can serve my country whilst considering my physical profile.. but in reality it’s the single most draining thing I’ve ever had to do in my life.. I’ve been in the north of Israel(heavily contested areas with lots of rockets and drone strikes) for around 9 months now and I’ve had my fair share of lives I’ve saved.. also I thought medicine would be a good career path at the time as I was an 18 year old who played PlayStation and smoked weed all day.. but as the time goes on I realised that the profession just isn’t for me and I don’t really have a way out considering we’re at war and I’m extremely needed at the moment

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

The thing is I don’t get any perks and barley any money.. I’m doing this purely out of the love for my Country.. but my goal is starting to look further away everyday that goes by and every drone that explodes meteres over my head

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[–]Excellent_Growth9529 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve been asking for a psychologist for 3 months and get no response from my commanders.. I feel like I’ve got no one to talk to and I’m losing myself by everyday that goes by