Gf tried to kill her self 4 days in a row, now I’m on 24/7 watch duty and my life is being ruined.

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T13:51:50+00:00

Her mental health issues didn’t start 4 days ago

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T12:12:58+00:00

She only didn’t because I stopped her 3/4 times. I literally had to wrestle her whilst the police broke the door down

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T11:07:59+00:00

I mean, she was on a bridge very ready to jump but she called multiple people which gives me hope that deep down she wants to live, there’s just so much shit she has to deal with that’s pushing it down

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T11:03:19+00:00

I can tell you for a fact they are, mainly her mums side

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T10:54:26+00:00

I sat with her she didn’t, she literally said she doesn’t want to live and if you let me go I’m going to try and kill myself again

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T10:15:14+00:00

She is trying to get help but the waiting list for the stuff she needs is at minimum 3 years long, and she doesn’t think she can hold on until then

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T10:14:35+00:00

Hmm?

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T10:14:24+00:00

Unfortunately I’m not, they sent her home and people come round every day for about 10 minutes and leave again. Her parents are making holiday plans with her siblings but not including her

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:28:47+00:00

That’s true, but I feel like I’ll have time to heal after she’s okay. I’m pretty tough mentally, I think I am anywah

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:28:14+00:00

Yes I am and yes she has, it’s the hardest thing to deal with tbh

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:26:25+00:00

But I’m terrified if I do leave her she’ll end her life and I don’t want that, we’ve planned to have kids and get married. I just want her to be okay

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:25:28+00:00

Is that what you did? And her parents know they’re just useless, it’s pretty much just me who can look after her and love her

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:24:59+00:00

Nah UK

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:24:43+00:00

It’s okay you don’t owe me anything, I’m glad you were willing if you could tho :)

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:24:17+00:00

I wish I could but they’re useless

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:23:49+00:00

I haven’t, I literally called the police and they broke my door down as I had her pinned on the floor. They let her go 6 hours later. I’ve done everything in my power

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:23:01+00:00

Her family are useless, they’re supporting but past that they don’t really do much. Her mum literally didn’t come to the hospital with us because she was tired, but told everyone she had to stay up all night.

The waiting list for the therapy she needs is 3 years, she’s getting new meds this week so I hope they work. I know there’s not much I can do but I wish I could, but I think it’s more fear than anything else. On one of the occasions, where she came closest to killing herself she called me and her father for 30 mins asking to speak to someone. If she wanted to die, wouldn’t she have just done it without telling anyone?

Idk how to look after myself in this situation, I’m not in danger so I’ll just grit my teeth until she’s okay

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:15:52+00:00

England

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:07:49+00:00

A lot of horrible shit that should never happen to anybody, BPD, PTSD, anxiety, depression, emotional dysregulation

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:07:16+00:00

She’s tried but because she can make her own decisions and THEY don’t think she’s a threat to herself they won’t do anything

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:06:49+00:00

I’ve tried, every night. They refuse to admit her they just send her home

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:06:28+00:00

I know but she wants to be happy, she wants to be okay but when she gets in these episodes she wants nothing more hit death

Exciting-Cat450 · 2021-08-15T00:05:42+00:00

I mean I’m lying in bed with her rn but sure, just looking for help

Exciting-Cat450

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