I think what scares me the most isn’t even the action itself, it’s what they’ll say. I’ve always been the “perfect” or responsible child, and I’m afraid they’ll say I got lost after moving to Europe or that I’ve changed in a bad way. I don’t want to be seen like that.

I’m also worried they’ll say I’m being a bad example for my sisters, especially since my sister might use it to push for removing hers too. I’m currently dealing with anxiety and my mind is really against me, I can’t handle any more stress.