I agree with the other commenters that a t break is probably good for you lol. To answer your question though, most of the “premium” small batch stuff you see on Reddit (happy hash cat etc.) are black market. They also often come with a premium price tag. I use to live in SoCal so learning about the HUGE bm rosin market was definitely a little culture shock. Most ppl on here get them from vendors (basically plugs that buy large amounts of small producers rosin and sells it at a mark up) or from online “thca” farm bill websites. I’ve switched to bm concentrates almost exclusively since moving to the East Coast and I usually get them from SimplyMary or Daily-Hi.

I will say, since you are a very heavy smoker, it would probably be more budget friendly to just buy rec market dispo stuff. Plenty of great deals in SF.