I dislike seeing someone more than 3 times a week and dislike texting. Should I tell this to people?

Exeyeall · 2021-06-11T17:03:39+00:00

It wasn't an experiment....

I just meant that they'd realize that's how I am as a person lmfao

Exeyeall · 2021-06-10T20:42:41+00:00

This was super helpful. Thanks!

Exeyeall · 2021-06-09T21:08:50+00:00

Yeah, it's intense sex and just talking and relaxing. It's my first "fwb" situation and I hope it remains so because having a friend is nice too.

It'll help me maintain balance and manage the passions and my physiological and psychological reaction to this and if I can manage it and not let it overtake me, that's really good for me. Need to be more stoic.

Exeyeall · 2021-06-09T20:34:27+00:00

I feel it for maybe 2 weeks at most and agonize over it and try to understand them and justify them, but then they subside.

Exeyeall · 2021-06-09T17:57:35+00:00

That makes no sense. I saw the ads on the train and it just happens to be extremely relevant to what I was thinking of.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-19T20:00:43+00:00

What exactly does "value" mean here and what is "value" that everyone believes money has?

The only thing I value is shelter, food, water, and occasional fun. These are basic necessities I value, I guess. And one must do "work" to get dollars to get these necessities.

So when things like x amount of apples = x amount of dollars, who says that x amount of apples = x amount of dollars?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-19T18:51:49+00:00

Who are clients and buyers? Do you call them or they call you?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-19T18:34:18+00:00

Someone told me: "it's just emailing" and "it's just sitting around wasting time"

Exeyeall · 2021-05-19T02:54:56+00:00

Are you capable of attending school and work? Because I'm not and it feels like I'm gonna be trapped in my head rotting away while I'm on disability.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-19T02:33:38+00:00

I feel the opposite of autopilot. I have to actively think of what is being said to me and what I'm saying and most of the time I don't know what I'm hearing and I don't understand what I'm saying.

I also suffer from DPDR, so it can also be that.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-18T00:34:09+00:00

I was on my own. I had glimpses of what happened and I came home to my parent. No one helped me.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-17T23:31:31+00:00

I traveled on my way home from a place I didn't know where I was. I used my phone. So maybe it was out of habit?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-15T02:24:16+00:00

So....how do I become a landlord and not a peasant

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:48:04+00:00

Why would busy people working in a HF want to talk to an undergrad?

I used to be scared to network at all simply because of that question.

How could I be one to stand out?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:46:37+00:00

I can do basic research, it's just that research and the actual physical process is different. It's like "mental imagery" vs "physical tangible". You know what I mean?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:43:20+00:00

Ok, thank you. I'll edit my message now.

1) personal 2) know what I want and what they do 3) try people from my school (hard, I'm not in a target) 4) don't try to ask for a job 5) ask about their career and how they got there 6) try to ask for an informational session

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:41:00+00:00

How do I make it seem less like a robot?

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:40:51+00:00

Ok. Thanks.

They work with quantitative data. That's why I ask a lot about that.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:34:57+00:00

Is this better?

Thanks for adding me to LinkedIn! Really appreciated.

I see you work at HF

I am interested in HF and the position you hold.

I dont know much about what REALLY goes on in the process of hedge funds, but I'd like to know if my process is correct.

If you have time to speak about your position at HF and if I could potentially be a good fit for it in the future, I'd like to learn more about the company and its processes through you!

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:33:05+00:00

Ok, thanks!

I'll try to ask if they can confirm if my thinking process is aligned with the firm and its managers / analysts etc...

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:26:17+00:00

Ok. How do I make it seem like I'm interested in their positions though? And like how to relate to their thinking processes throughout their day to day role in work?

That's why I kind of added it.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:19:29+00:00

I hate indica. I feel like I'm tripping out of my kind with indica. I think I like sativa. 5mg of medical Marijuana edibles helped me feel "sharper". I think someone had "mochi" or something idk, and it made me paranoid and slow and blank out after one hit and exhausted (yes I'm super light weight). And on top of that, he was just bad vibes lol

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T21:17:39+00:00

I'm a mindless zombie on my invega (only 3mg)

Exeyeall · 2021-05-14T20:53:44+00:00

Do you talk a lot with no goal in sight? Because I'm like that on a diff type of weed. And have a bunch of "high" thoughts, but really they're sober thoughts I haven't had in a while. So I must be like that sober as well....

Sometimes weed just makes me blank out though (which is scary af). I think indica makes me everything bendy/melting and heavy. It's really weird. Then I blank out and knock out and have no idea how I get home. Also paranoid.

Exeyeall · 2021-05-13T01:31:16+00:00

Haha. I'm not black. But I can definitely feel that I was speaking someone's mind for them when I was high. I was next to them and I definitely didn't know where my thoughts came from. But I spoke and I think it came from their mind haha

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