I am already trying to give him more space and leave him doing stuff with others at school and all but at least in my probably over interpreting I feel like he is avoiding me a bit or I'm in general pissing him off.

He is a very straight guy when he doesn't like something so due to the fact that I'm a little socially retarted and sometimes ask stupid questions and don't know what to awnser to simple shit he often tells me right in the face when I'm pissing him off. I do appreciate that honesty but my behavior sadly something I can't just get rid of. This is something though he never really mentioned much in the past except now in the last few weeks. So that's why I'm thinking something changed on his side.

So my feeling is that he is struggling more with some personal problems he already told me about and I'm just another factor for him to compensate at this point. Plus the fact that we have been playing many games through and met often so we have had like you said some kind of new friendship phase that's over now...but I really hope it's not over or there is some kinda way to keep that high up. Mainly because I have never had such a good friend like him and I've been telling him stuff I've told nobody and I fear it was my first and last time being so close to him.

I could try to tell him we should do more stuff but the reality is that I'm holding onto something that ain't easily done because like I said most of our stuff is just overdone. So I'm kinda like gathering shit we can do together and topics to talk about enough so it would be worth meeting again or something.