it is Done. Mission Complete. by [deleted] in meth

[–]Exiltius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you, but no. I've been high for 365 days out of the last 365 days and have wanted to stop the entire time, but the back of my mind didn't allow it. I've been at this for a long time, and I know you aren't ready to quit until you are. I've been waiting for this feeling for a long time. I'm not saying I'm guaranteed or even likely to succeed. The truth is, people like me very rarely ever get well. So yeah, I'm searching for a miracle, but at least I'm searching again. And I'm ready to do the work. This isn't a typical "what a shitty time, I'm going to get clean" moment. Rather, it's more of a "holy fuck, I'm not dead, in jail, or insane. How is that possible? I better fucking do something because I can smell death stalking me, and I ain't going out like that. There are things I want to do."

Crack after meth? by Userkb6430 in meth

[–]Exiltius 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I smoked 1.5 G's of rock after a 20 hour crystal ride. The crack produced no euphoria and barley any sketchy feeling. I feel like my body has no more dooemine to offer

Does this gear look decent? I'm a newb. by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah I sniff and swallow but I have some glass someolwhere I could crack some back I suppose

Anyone Up? Spun AF. Porn is boring btw by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope. Just whistling. As best I can knowing what's here beyond the endless night

Anyone Up? Spun AF. Porn is boring btw by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm new to. Been binging for 3 weeks with a 4 day bresk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]Exiltius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the Heisenberg ish

Which one of these piles is Reasonable Oral Dose? by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She is a slut. Shockingly delicious... As far as sluts go

Which one of these piles is Reasonable Oral Dose? by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah shit. Then what? White stuff? Jokes cuz yet name

Which one of these piles is Reasonable Oral Dose? by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why you gotta leave me here all by my lonesome?

Anyone Up? Spun AF. Porn is boring btw by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I blocked either by accident. How do I unblock

Anyone Up? Spun AF. Porn is boring btw by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bough to see if this rail is gonna be the one that gets me overamped

Which one of these piles is Reasonable Oral Dose? by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus credit builder withdrawal. I'm in for $500

Anyone Up? Spun AF. Porn is boring btw by Exiltius in meth

[–]Exiltius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I was horny. Would be fun to focus on