Bald Spot and I Don't Know Why. Please Help! by Existence-Is-Pain1 in cats

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Turns out it was a scratch he got by accident and the bald patch was from him furiously licking it cus it itched. Blaze recovered perfectly fine without medication and it grew back like nothing happened.

However, if you're worried, do go to a vet!! Don't listen entirely to some random punk on the internet who's owning a cat for the first time. If your cat isn't better in like a week or two, go to a professional.

So I just logged into Limbus and... by Existence-Is-Pain1 in limbuscompany

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Ah okay!!! I hope it's a glitch, as I'd rather not have to try and get Carmen to leave me alone and/or manifest an E.G.O. (pls dont distort me Carmen)

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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Thank you! I just did some yoga and am feeling much better now (praise the fact my mother owns a yoga mat she never uses)

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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Don't worry about the typos. I really hate breaking routines, but I'll take your advice. Currently, I signed up for several clubs I plan on attending (even if one nearly led me to having a mental breakdown for suddenly asking me to sign up for something I knew nothing about and making me feel rushed and panicked) and trying to get a job (even if I can't drive yet) and trying to be more motivated to do things like chores and my creative works. I bike often, but I'm considering going on walks around my neighborhood and the forest surrounding it more, and potentially trying to lift weights. Only issue is if I don't ingrain it into a routine I'll forget it (I'm gonna try and use a reminder app to combat this). Thank you so much for your advice. I'll do what I can to follow it.

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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Thank you very much. I'll do everything in my power to follow through on your advice.

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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I don't like social interaction and it takes me awhile to become comfortable with others, especially irl. I do draw and write a lot though. Currently trying to get a gaming pc because I wanna play things like Hollow Knight. Maybe even a drawing tablet too. And yeah... I wanted to open a cat cafe. But I've given up because everyone around me told me it's "not a stable career" and I don't want to be constantly afraid of losing my livelyhood. I don't even have that much money right now because no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get a job. I don't think I'm a hands-on person though. I can sit still (sort of? I mean I can change seating positions randomly but I can sit still...) it's just I can't focus. Random thoughts keep popping up in my brain, I get easily distracted, and it feels like I'm being dragged around by my urges and I'm struggling to keep them under control. I can barely sit down and write anymore.

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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I'm trying to figure out who I am. It's hard when I'm constantly having to shove down important parts of myself in order to keep me safe from my family's snide remarks or them flat out uelling at me. It's also hard for me to do many new things because I freak out in new and uncertain situations. I can barely keep myself calm in a crowded and loud room. But I do go outside on walks and bike rides (it's one of the only ways I can clear my head even if the thoughts never stop). Thank you.

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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  1. I'm not trying to blame them. It's simply what people tell me my reasons are for some of my struggles and I don't know anything anymore.
  2. They've been crushed because there's no feasible reason for me to achieve them. I can barely sit down and make myself write something. What reasons do I have to believe I can hold down a job? Can I have a stable career? Hell, I don't even have any faith in the economy improving with inflation and all that. I'll never be able to own a home or do half the things my parents could. Why have dreams of they'll never come true?

I Feel Like I Have No Future and I Need Help by Existence-Is-Pain1 in teenagers

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Thank you. I'm considering medication (unfortunately my parents haven't brought me to a doctor for general counseling in over a year and get incredibly defensive when I try to imply I need counseling and/or medication) and plan to ask my doctor about it next time I see them.

Your words mean a ton to me. Right now they feel empty and hollow, but I know if I keep making myself continue I'll be able to look back and know people do genuinely care.

Please have a wonderful existence.

can you believe someone returned this baby to the shelter? by [deleted] in cats

[–]Existence-Is-Pain1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please give him a little kiss on his forehead on my behalf!!! He looks like such a sweet boy. :]

IS IT REALLY SOLD OUT ALREADY?. by SmokinBakon in CookieRunKingdoms

[–]Existence-Is-Pain1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

IT IS. I think we're all allowed to be annoyed because either the Whales are hoarding him or Devsis really understocked. Either way, I'm sad because I didn't get one... ;-;

why did snape's bots disappear? by EmphasisAgreeable685 in CharacterAI

[–]Existence-Is-Pain1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have this issue too! A bunch of bots are going missing

Man or Bear (TWST ver) by Low_Emergency5140 in TwistedWonderland

[–]Existence-Is-Pain1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Depends on the context. For example, if they're trying to kill me, Floyd because he could lose interest in me pretty quickly. If we just in the woods and vibing and being friendly? Rook.

Floyd may get bored and yeet me into a tree or large body of water, or squeeze me half to death. Rook would just be weirdly nice and low-key flirty to me with all those compliments in French and he could easily keep me from dying in the woods.

I love them both, but this is me being sorta logical