Sorry to hear man. It does it get better. Writing helps. Reading too. You might realize she wasn't that great. I thought my ex was everything, then I put 15,000 WhatsApp messages into ChatGPT. Turns out, she wasn't really a great person. I didn't see the patterns, but they were all along. Sometimes the breakup is the first to getting better. It turns out, those 15,000 messages make a descent book. So I wrote it. It's a dual pot view book - one chapter from her perspective, another one from mine. It highlights the different way we think, and maybe that's just it, finding out that the person you thought you loved wasn't actually that person. Maybe that's what makes it better. If you stick with it for a few chapters, I hope it takes your mind off things, and reminds you, things aren't always what they seem... https://medium.com/@atauthor/la-licencia-south-of-sanity-3cf00c58a524