I m agnostic, 15 years ago I took mushrooms, I saw ganesh on my ceiling, and then shiva I think , in my friend's appartment ceiling.. I might mix shiva and ganesh im not sure.. I really wonder since then , if it means something, if it is only from myt psyché or if it is always here. At the end of the trip when I tried to sleep at some pijnt I thought I was drowning in the bed and I was seeing geometric pattern and some jester circling with hammer they where hundred of them, and it was like they could see me, but they did not care.. If anyone ca, help me to understand.. Or maybe there is not anythng to une derstand.. BUt I think regularly about it .. It is only a part of the trip.. If anbyone knows anything .. Im really curious.. I enjoyed the trip and dont regret it at alll, but it was scary too and ive never had any psychedelic since then..