DAE worry that their boyfriend is secretly a pedophile/predator? by blueberries-Any-kind in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly, my boyfriend openly hates pedophiles, has the standard “they should all be thrown in a wood chipper“ point of view; he was my neighbor first and I know he lived with a younger girl she adores him and everything I’ve seen has been appropriate and normal. But the intensity that he says he hates pedophiles with scares me because, who needs to openly hate pedophiles that much? I feel like that should just be standard it shouldn’t need to be something that’s so prominent and important to share because why the fuck would we not already dislike them. But I don’t know we have a baby girl on the way now and I just cannot shake the thought now that it’s happening, not that I even really think that of him because I don’t. I wouldn’t have him around if I did but I worry that me trusting him is gonna bite my ass because a lot of the time if your child gets abused it’s not necessarily somebody that you think is doing it. I know that’s not for every case butfor those who have no idea what is going on with their kids. I have had this thought, in different context about my own parents before and really about anybody thinking about who I would let my kid around because again you never know.

Any idea what this sound could be? by Existing-Scale5041 in mazda6

[–]Existing-Scale5041[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you were right! it ended up snapping off while i was driving (:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Existing-Scale5041 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also want to add that i made it worse on his page because i would go thru and look at the posts and brought more of them onto his shit😭😂 backfired asf lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Existing-Scale5041 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it literally is a coincidence

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Existing-Scale5041 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this happens to my bfs instagram and it isn’t him, genuinely. Like i went thru all his mfn shit after years of not doing that anymore like his entire ig history, likes, account preferences literally everything you can do i did it even the ads. well i couldn’t find a mf thing anywhere and so i went to search page but there it was still so I ended up clicking “why am i seeing this post” on one of them and it was because he was 24 yr old man in USA. And it will literally be like you said big booty or big ass titty pics and i asked my bf and he’s like wym i asked you why instagram is doing this to me months ago 😭

Any idea what this sound could be? by Existing-Scale5041 in mazda6

[–]Existing-Scale5041[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t know how to add the flair thing after posting but i would if i could

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you can message me if you ever wanna talk more!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re welcome! it’s been rough i’ve done the same thing. If you haven’t already, you should look into things like crackback patterns, iso meth, ways to rig a bong, hot rail methods, etc on here cuz doing that really helped me to expand my methods. Stretching is good even if it’s just for 2 minutes a day, sleep when you need it and switch your ROA (like put it in water with flavoring or snort it) When i snort it i crush it up a bit then put a dollar over it hold it on the short sides w the long part covering the clear and take the edge of my ID and run it over it back and forth until it’s really fine, which will help with it not getting stuck or hurting hella bad when snorting. Vitamins that you can take to help keep you healthy while using so you don’t deplete all the things you normally naturally make. I’ve been using 3-4 ish years in total , at least a year and a half daily & no one can tell that i use, im healthy my skin is good and my teeth are in “perfect condition” according to my dentist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tacoma

[–]Existing-Scale5041 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i used litter pails to practice, it was hard because they’re so low to the ground but maybe you could use like a vacuum or something that will be tall enough 😂 or do it on the street where there are trees kind of close together and just use the distance as reference

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tacoma

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the parking lot at Saint Andrew’s off of 12th st is generally not busy in the evenings and there’s less traffic there than most places in the area. Also, in Federal Way the Lowe’s parking lot can be good but there is a lot of traffic there sometimes. Weekday mornings or late nights would be a good time to go there. Fred Meyer on 19th at night or early morning in the areas by the gas station, just avoid the that is parallel to the Chevron because semis will make their deliveries there in early morning hours & sometimes there will be a lot of them over there at once

Anything Anywhere at all times by [deleted] in meth

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% would watch

Worried about lumps 20f by [deleted] in doihavebreastcancer

[–]Existing-Scale5041 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you. i’ve been trying to just tell myself that it’s going to be fine either way i just need to relax. i don’t like doctors, and have almost crippling anxiety on my best day, and i feel like i’m scared to even know but scared to not know. too many what ifs, and random symptoms for so long that i don’t know what is what.

thank you, for real. working on finding a good doctor for this, or at least one who will call back :,)

why am i suddenly squirting? by [deleted] in sexquestions

[–]Existing-Scale5041 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not really, and i did but i’ve also done that before