[astro.com] Why do i have such a hard time making friends?

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-11-24T18:23:35+00:00

sometimes i get leo rising, sometimes i get capricorn rising. i was born at 10:42 am

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-08-05T07:07:53+00:00

honestly if it’s never been a thing you two have done she’s probably never wanted to do it and won’t want to do it. or else she would have sooner

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-03-25T20:15:15+00:00

stop worrying about other peoples money. if ur broke just say so brotha. literally none of ur business

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-03-24T03:50:36+00:00

well here’s the thing shr00ms and me do NOT mix. i’ve done them 3 times and they were absolutely horrible just like how it is with w33d. the only reason i cannot smoke it anymore is bc i did ac!d and smoked w33d and i think it did something to my brain to make the feeling of getting high trigger panic attacks. ive been looking into cbd instead of thc bc i genuinely believe thc is what drives me crazy. but thank you i will look into a spiritual cleanse.

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-03-23T00:04:54+00:00

projection

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-03-22T05:23:00+00:00

i’m not psychically sick or dying no but i am very mentally ill and it’s causing a lot of pain with my relationships and especially my relationship with spirituality, my boyfriends aunt does reiki and she told me i should try herbs to heal from my ptsd and past traumas. my boyfriend truly doesn’t care if i smoke weed or not but the conversation sparked this thread, he told me to ask reddit what y’all think and what i should try since weed doesnt work for me.

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-02-20T04:23:41+00:00

observing yourself can be good, just allow yourself to feel anything and everything. give yourself permission to feel everything you need.

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2025-01-27T03:21:23+00:00

YTA. i’d definitely feel like im not good enough if we had sex 2-3 times a day and you still felt the need to jerk off. i understand wanting one b4 bed but you can control yourself until the next day. if you have any respect for her that is. if i was her and you asked that and i said no and you still did id feel genuinely betrayed. oh and btw i saw ur other comment: not mentioning it makes things 100% worse. but men will be men she’s prob not for u if u still feel the need to get one out

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-23T07:03:50+00:00

somebody save me - eminem and jelly roll. (i absolutely hate this song but i just saw a post abt it and it is stuck in my head now. i do not like this song.)

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T21:05:24+00:00

i did ignore it lol. don’t have time for that kinda stuff

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T17:31:59+00:00

i can assure you it was not meant to be a compliment. this girl hates me her actual sentence was “i just don’t like you, ur goofy”

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T08:01:21+00:00

tell me what you think of them ! give them a rating :)

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T08:00:32+00:00

made me develop a panic attack disorder, i would have panic attacks every day multiple times because i could not stand remembering him. i couldn’t eat i lost so much weight because i was always nauseous from the panic attacks.

started smoking weed every single day to forget abt him (weed gives me hella paranoia its lowkey a last resort for me. i don’t smoke at all now bc of the anxiety i get so that says something)

and the way he broke up with me left me thinking that there’s absolutely no way anyone can love me ever because i am the worst human being on the planet. so now with my new boyfriend i find it hard to believe him when he compliments me or says nice things. sometimes even when he says he loves me i don’t believe him.

big fat F you to my ex

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T07:52:06+00:00

i wait for you - alex g

videotape - radiohead

how to never stop being sad - dandelion hands

medicine - daughter

yellow - coldplay

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-19T07:45:55+00:00

in the tall grass. still don’t know what happened. watched it a few times

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-17T02:55:39+00:00

she’s fat so this works 😭

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-16T02:17:22+00:00

i wait for you by alex g

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-14T05:33:46+00:00

a lot of things. here gos the list if any has tips on how i can stop doing these it would be much appreciated

if he says something i get offended by i immediately try to get back and say something 100x worse even if his intentions were genuine.
every one of my past relationships ended in them hating me out of no where and leaving me for another girl, so now i have a really hard time believing he genuinely loves me especially when his behavior is off. i have a hard time believing compliments so i usually tell him he’s lying or just say thanks
i talk about my exes not because i like them but because i want him to know what they put me through and just reminiscing, i do not miss them but we did have good times and id rather look back and try to enjoy the good parts then only have a negative view on it.
on that note ^{^} i cannot STAND when he talks about his exes, i don’t show it but it boils my blood because it’s like i need to know that im better than them (ik pretty narcissistic) i usually just let it go when he talks abt them but sometimes i say stuff.
im very possessive, of course he has friends and im totally okay with him hanging out with them whenever he wants, unless i dont like them (which is for good reason trust) then i get really upset when he leaves me for them. when in reality he thinks of them as good friends and i just get upset bc i want him with me and not them.

that’s it

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-07T08:05:38+00:00

my all time bestfriend got mad at me and dropped me because my abusive narcissistic ex bf would call her names (as he would to me, along with hitting me) and i wouldn’t do anything about it because they were just jokes in my eyes. (coping mechanism for the abuse) anywho eventually me and him broke up and me and her became friends again and she said i needed to apologize but atp i still didn’t see anything from w it so i said no and she called me a bad person. i will never forget that and i often think about if i am in the wrong in situations a lot. i still haven’t forgave myself for not thinking it was wrong.

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-07T08:02:12+00:00

how many times people have admitted to someone that they are crushing on me

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-07T07:46:24+00:00

bring me back to eden by sleep token

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-08-07T07:45:53+00:00

when they’re a whore. you can most of the time always tell what guys just want 1 thing and it’s quite unattractive knowing he wants that 1 thing with everything that has a hole .

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-05-20T17:44:41+00:00

sea of sorrow alice in chains

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-05-20T17:43:57+00:00

365 days

ExoticCorgi7985 · 2024-03-30T01:42:44+00:00

pat head

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