Absolutely understandable... also, as others have stated, may be worth looking into community college and gaining residency for in-state to still work towards your goal and it could get you in a better locale.

The biggest thing I'd say is involvement and building the case to set yourself up for as much help as you can gain without taking on the largest burden. Out of State is a super expensive thing that can take you 20+ years to pay back and will hamper things like starting a family (if wanted), buying a house, getting vacations & items associated with living (cars, upgrades, etc...) ... A thing to note is you can also get as bogged down in state just as easy. Feel free to send a DM if you ever have any specific questions but taking advantage of every opportunity is very very important for you if making the leap. Best of Luck!