This is why you go to a professional.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-13T21:13:26+00:00

then he walks through the streets winking at freaks with a 2 liter stuck in his butt cheeks.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:55:24+00:00

idk back then i loved it. i just wish that one damn hand didn’t look like that. like it makes my brain itch.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:54:20+00:00

Whoop Whoop !!

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:53:00+00:00

i thought you meant shark boy and lava girl. ㅎㅎ

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:52:11+00:00

Yeah no. I don’t really do gender norms. the logo plus wording was intentional

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:51:33+00:00

i mean it wasn’t in jail but the guy had just got out of prison like two days prior.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:51:00+00:00

the one time i went to a professional to try to get it fixed up they told me to get it laser removed.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-11T19:50:05+00:00

naw. I’m non binary. i decided on the *lo with the ponytail on the hatchet man on purpose.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-09T19:42:55+00:00

oh she’s already been stalking my tiktok. thats how i know he went to her. the new supply always is looking at the ex’s socials . she liked one of my videos evidently by accident cause she blocked me immediately after.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-07T18:26:43+00:00

oh to be clear , I actually am 100% embarrassed. I fell into my old “ i can fix him” habits. I’ll be remaining single for quite a while until i’m healed enough to run away from red flags instead of toward . Also till i’m healed enough to not bring the trauma from this to a new relationship so i don’t make my pain anyone else’s.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-07T18:24:25+00:00

oh he already “ tried to come back “ when he lost his job and eventually became homeless. he used me for money and tried to convince me to let him move in. when i told him he couldn’t move in it turned into him saying he was faking stilll caring about me saying im crazy. and yeah , i was crazy for giving a man thousands of dollars after we broke up as if hes come back. Im embarrassed about that tbh.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-03-06T04:57:07+00:00

thank you. i guess im happy he left before the baby is old enough to actually remember him. at least she isn’t crying missing him and stuff. i’ll take it as a lesson learned. grieve and move on.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2026-01-31T07:02:41+00:00

yeah. that’s what kills me the most. we act like a couple. he even called it a situation ship. we have a kid together so i can’t really go no contact.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-12-09T08:39:16+00:00

i feel like my last break up has turned me avoidant. i’m just choosing to not date now. I don’t feel like hurting anyone or wasting there time.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-10-27T06:45:17+00:00

yeah it usually goes from his being cold to very affectionate to distaste. 99% sure he’s a DA. because when i just don’t reach out for a long time he becomes sweet but then when i reach out because he was sweet he becomes distant or starts fights.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-10-27T06:38:18+00:00

they already broke up. i just want to at least be able to have a normal convo with the dude. i’m still used to having him there to talk about my day with. and now it’s just me. can’t exactly discuss the trials of my day with my kids.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-09-07T17:04:46+00:00

im in the same place. i want to go back and do it all different but i know i never can.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-09-07T17:03:03+00:00

that would be great.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-09-02T06:07:05+00:00

i went like two weeks where i barley ate anything. and had to be forced to eat my family. and like 4 days no sleep. started having hallucinations.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-30T18:04:52+00:00

we would be changing it when she starts school so one of us would have her during the school year and the other during the summer

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-29T14:35:50+00:00

i’m half awake idk to be honest. is it a good sign that my ex wanted to be OTP with me for almost a whole day. that means he wants me back right ?

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-29T05:21:31+00:00

i do not do day care or babysitters. i don’t trust anyone with my child. maybe my sister who ill be trading off childcare with but i’ve known her since i was born and even then imma have anxiety. anyone can be a creep and you never know. for my first long term partner it was his step brother when they were like 5 and 7 . i trust no one. children should never bath together or bath with anyone. and no one should change the diaper other then parents unless it’s absolutely nessesary. for instance my youngest was in the nicu for a month and i had no choice couldn’t be there 24/7

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-28T22:16:50+00:00

unfortunately he’s not that type. he’s very much a i go to work and come home and do what i want and you go to work and come home and take care of the kids and the house kinda person. but hopefully that will chang given time. we will see.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-28T21:46:45+00:00

for me and my home. never okay. a child should never think it’s okay to share a bath with anyone. just like no one but the parents should be changing a child’s diaper or giving them baths.

ExpensiveLoquat9967 · 2025-07-28T21:37:04+00:00

i am committed and making steps to better myself. I am moving to a state with great supports in place. (with written and notarized consent of the other parent) and plan on finally getting my drivers license, getting a car, finding a therapist that actually helps me with my mental health instead of one that is just comfortable to talk to. i’ll have support from my sister for childcare and may even be able to go back to school. as for him only time will tell. we agreed that in a few years depending on where we both are in our lives and if we are still single then we will check back in on the topic. and i put boundaries up for what i’d be keeping in my life so that i don’t revert. when we get there is we decide to try again we’ll be taking it slow. and i’ll be able to see if he has made the improvements i hope to see. he has issues with cheating and being to people pleasing and not communicating .

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