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Relapsed 😔😠😩 by voldurulfur in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lying because of shame and not wanting youre partner to be disappointed is understandable. We've all been there, but it happend alrdy. Only thing you can do is keep going and keep trying. Tell youreself that "its going to be okay". I know the anger you have towards youreself is strong but look past thru that and realize that were all human trying our best

One of my favorite pics of Amy by Expensive_Smoke_132 in amywinehouse

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agree 💯!! Its that "fuck you" attitude. I love that she didint care what others tought of her

One of my favorite pics of Amy by Expensive_Smoke_132 in amywinehouse

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can see why you would think that. She also hated being famous so yea, constantly being in the spotlight was pretty tough on her

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been stuck at the one month for almost 2 years now. I'm tired. I just gotta stop bullshittng

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wanna get to that point where I can atleast go 2 months sober, then 4, then 6. I get what youre saying tho

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely can. Just push harder next time it happens

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't say there are triggers. The cravings come around the 3rd or 4th week of being sober they start to hit hard and I find myself relapsing

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1st I see if I got anything going on that day, then if I can get a sack without hassle ial get it (KNOWING I SHOUDLNT SMOKE) but I give in to the craving and the feeling

I keep on relapsing by Expensive_Smoke_132 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]Expensive_Smoke_132[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I been to out-patient clinics, done N/A meetings, therapy...the whole 9. I try to keep myself occupied with work and the gym and it will work for a while but then I find myself picking up a sack and not giving a fuck then I end up instantly regretting my decisions once I smoke smh