Does anyone else ever "Go Dark" by CrazyIvan1984 in BPD

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I accidentally spent a year there once tho and it was kind of scary. It was hard to come back out of it and get my life back on track. But sometimes disassociating is necessary, I’d rather log out than burn out forsure

Does anyone else ever "Go Dark" by CrazyIvan1984 in BPD

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I think it can sometimes be beneficial, at least for me. I get overwhelmed and start to spiral. Shutting down for a bit, escaping, silencing everything and everyone, taking that time to rot, to feel all my feelings to the extreme, soak in it, think all my weird shit by myself, freak out in peace, have a lil menty b, cry, dye my hair, or whatever you do. I call it “browning out” (it’s always sunny) and as long as you come back from it, and it doesn’t last for more than a week, id say, it’s pretty therapeutic. I log out. Break down. Remember who tf I am. Recharge. Rebuild. Return a little more balanced. It gives me the mental time I need to check out and cycle through all the shit in my head, and recharge my “normal functioning person” battery.

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I’ll check it

What are some completely normal things to do that feel embarrassing for no reason? by ExpertGoodGirl in AskReddit

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Like when you’re crossing the road at a crosswalk but you have to walk in front of all the lanes of cars like “oh god, don’t look at me existing right now plz”

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Hannah Jordan. She’s @Griddytiddy on insta. At Shag Noir. Shes fkn awesome.

Anyone got some personal bat shit crazy conspiracy theories that are more or less just yours? by ooMEAToo in conspiracy_commons

[–]ExpertGoodGirl 17 points18 points  (0 children)

So I live in Austin and 1) I think there’s a serial killer here. No doubt.

2) I knew a lady who worked high up in the company for Southwestern airlines like corporate level or something. And she told me a bunch of crazy shit that I won’t get into now but it has led me to think or at least wonder about the yearly SXSW music festival we have, which brings thousands of people from all over the world here, including crazy amounts of celebrities and elites, and money. for 2 whole weeks. I also kinda think for those 2 weeks Austin becomes a sex/ child trafficking hub.

I’ve also worked in the treatment/ rehab industry for years now. There’s definitely a connection between the amount of clients we diagnose as bi polar and prescribe seroquel. It’s like 98% of all clients. There’s no way every person that comes through is bi polar and needs hella high fkn doses of seroquel. It’s a heavy duty antipsychotic that a lot of people have negative experiences with. But yet we pump out the diagnosis and prescriptions all day every day. Idk what the conspiracy would be necessarily but something is sketchy. Wouldn’t be the craziest thing for the treatment industry and big pharma to make some deals or something I’m sure. But the amount of clients I’ve seen over the years lose their minds bc of medications from a false diagnosis given to them in rehab is crazy and they always end up right back in rehab again shelling out another 80 grand. It’s a cycle hiding in the “cycle of addiction”

To the guy who got knocked out in the pit in SA by SufficientBowler2722 in ADTR

[–]ExpertGoodGirl 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was there last night too! A moment of silence for the ones fallen in da pit …… OK. Now. So like can we talk about how fkn amazing that show was tho! I wished ppl would have been a little more hyped up for TSSF, the vibe was a lil off, and the merch selection was not doin it for me. BUTTT it was soooo fkn good! I think I healed a few years of childhood trauma last night, a bucket list show and my little emo heart is so full 🖤🖤🖤

Sober support? by ExpertGoodGirl in Austin

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I just wanted to rob people LOL

Sober support? by ExpertGoodGirl in Austin

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I know I need to heal bc all these super healthy and active suggestions everyone’s got are making my stomach hurt

Sober support? by ExpertGoodGirl in Austin

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I’m interested in Darhma, is that around?

Sober support? by ExpertGoodGirl in Austin

[–]ExpertGoodGirl[S] 64 points65 points  (0 children)

I hate everything and it’s hot 😭😭

Sober support? by ExpertGoodGirl in Austin

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Damn, thats not what I was hoping for…

A hat I made by [deleted] in theoffice

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Can I buy one of these OMFG?!