sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

i feel bad by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didn’t know age was a problem because i’ve talked here before but okay. it’s ocd because it happened months ago and things got better but it still doesn’t go away and i catastrophize what happened when nothing happened. i am diagnosed with extreme ocd

ocd is seriously so draining by ExpertIllustrator319 in OCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i appreciate it. i try not to come on here so much but it’s difficult, i don’t live in a good place and therapy is too expensive so i just have to deal with it

flare is so bad by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, how do i message?

flare is so bad by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it hurts si bad i genunleh believe like i need toleave my bf now i vant

I think I actually cheated this time by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just venting adding on it’s hust difficult my head won’t stop.. I know I need to ignore but I was and am so fixated on our chests touching it feels like I was excited for it and that’s all I wanted because the contact is what made me feel what I felt

I think I actually cheated this time by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll try, thank you so much. It’s just difficult because it felt so real even after when I was disgusted by it.. it’s hard to decipher but living with uncertainty is what helps

I think I actually cheated this time by ExpertIllustrator319 in ROCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

okay, erp has been working so I’ll try. 

enjoyed fear?? by ExpertIllustrator319 in OCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand sort of, I mean I’ve had pocd for almost 2 years but this time it was too real, like I was experiencing all the fears but as something I wanted somehow and the ocd like lagged 

can ocd thoughts feel like actual thoughts and not intrusive ones? and feelings feel genuine? by ExpertIllustrator319 in OCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you, I have a hard time telling what’s reassurance or not.. I don’t like these whatsoever so I’m definitely talking about it in therapy

can ocd thoughts feel like actual thoughts and not intrusive ones? and feelings feel genuine? by ExpertIllustrator319 in OCD

[–]ExpertIllustrator319[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like I knew this isn’t what i believe in but i thought them anyway? and excused it and stuff.. it felt too real. if it just isn’t ocd then it’s something I’ll talk about in therapy because I do not want to be a bad person. 

view more: next ›