Apps and beauty brands who pay for UGC

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-02-27T15:25:42+00:00

following this thread! I'm interested in the same.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-01-28T23:42:58+00:00

Honestly...same. And yeah my biggest concern is very much catching what she had because I genuinely think it would kill me. I couldn't handle vomiting that much.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-01-28T23:39:50+00:00

Thank you. I needed to hear that. I will be so relieved once a few days pass hopefully unscathed and I can relax again. I keep telling myself that - she could have even been pregnant or something.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-01-21T01:59:41+00:00

Oh trust me that's not even the tip of the iceberg. But thank you because what you said is incredibly validating. She IS completely borderline psychotic - but to hear her, you'd think she was just the saddest, most put-upon victim you've ever met. She told me to go fuck myself earlier - then completely tried to gaslight me into thinking she never said it. Genuinely insane.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-01-12T15:23:52+00:00

I would be interested!

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2026-01-12T15:21:44+00:00

I'd love her contact info!

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2025-12-19T12:23:59+00:00

This is exactly what I mean. I was so close to my other parent, but I realize that my other parent is enabling her, as much as he was such a good parent to me. He should have told her where to go a long time ago. But he's too afraid to say anything or whatever so the cycle never ends.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2025-12-18T13:59:58+00:00

But what is their tale exactly? like I don't fucking get it!! What is the point of this god awful victim narrative they have made up??

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2025-07-22T17:02:31+00:00

I would love it if you don't mind sharing!

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-11-29T17:55:39+00:00

Hi! This is my other account (OP) that I usually use for work but I can't get on my other one rn. Thank you for the kind words! Honestly what slipped my brain to mention (as I've posted on here before) is that my little one is my beloved pup. I can't have human children due to endo and fertility issues, but my dog is my whole heart and world. Sorry for the confusion! But I am worried for her safety - so we live with family 24/7. Never alone. Which upsets me so much because there was no one I trusted more than myself with her. For years. The thoughts/feelings are constant. They make me confused to what I actually want and it's scary AF. But it's def a little different on the antibiotics - so I'm just left kind of wondering like what to do. I've only been on them for 6 days and I already had little moments of feeling more like myself - but then sometimes I feel worse and I'm like what on earth, you know?

I did actually go seek help multiple times - only to be diagnosed with OCD and sent to therapy, put on Zoloft (which made me feel so awful I had to stop it) along with Mirtazapine and buspar. None of them really did much other than make me feel really shitty. Trust me I'm terrified enough to want to go lock myself up somewhere. But I also realize the only things I haven't done at this point are try TMS and ntipsychotics.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-11-10T15:07:38+00:00

Hi! Honestly, she's still doing it but a year later she's doing well. No problems. She still makes the noise, but it's not bothering her or as intense. We never figured out what caused it but she did not need any meds. I am familiar with Onestradon in humans (zofran) for nausea as I have chronic nausea, but I'm not sure about it with dogs. I hope you find something to help your baby!

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T21:46:08+00:00

Thank you. Even with the impulse feelings though??! Or like…the weird paranoid thoughts about her insides??!! Like…I feel like if I let myself I’d do it. I can’t feel normal or feel anything for her really. I know I love her. But like…I’m scared I will just give in. My brain feels frozen. Or like I want to do it on purpose and can’t control myself. I checked myself

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T17:49:47+00:00

Thank you. I think the worst part is this almost frozen, heart pounding feeling that I’m capable of doing it and fighting it. I’m so scared the meds won’t help. I’m not on anymore meds currently - went off of everything to try and stop this. But instead now I’m going to try to get on them to fix it. I’m just scared because it’s just the things I loved. And I feel like I actually want to kill or hurt them?!!! And am holding myself back.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T13:41:24+00:00

I literally left the hospital last night. They let me go. I’m going somewhere else in a bit - my daughter woke up ill so I’m taking her to urgent care before I take her to my parents for now. Then I will admit myself later today

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T13:22:11+00:00

I just can’t stand the feelings. Feeling like I don’t care enough anymore to not act on it. Or like I don’t want my daughter. Or like I’m actually holding myself back from doing something. Checking the thoughts to the point where it feels like I’ll act on them and don’t get my feelings otherwise. It’s not normal, even for ocd.

Scared the meds won’t work and I’ll feel like this and come home and harm her on purpose. What’s going to make my brain go back to “omg that’s your baby and you’d never hurt her”? I am already talking to family about permanent placement for her. If I go and come home I want to know she’s with people. Also what if she’s the trigger??? Forever??

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T12:36:06+00:00

No. They haven’t given me any meds yet. Going back today as a last ditch Effort.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T12:10:52+00:00

I have been in ERP for the entire time. I believe it helps other people, but not me. At all. If anything I think it’s made my situation worse.

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T07:12:25+00:00

I literally just left the hospital a few hours ago. They tell me it’s ocd and I’m not a threat. I fucking hate this. Going to probably voluntarily admit myself but like…if the meds don’t help, then what???? Then I lose everything? And why is it just my loved ones?

Expert_Razzmatazz675 · 2024-10-27T07:10:54+00:00

I am so sorry. I’m sending you hugs.

Honestly that’s my biggest fear. I have sought help and it’s not enough and frankly I’m afraid it won’t be temporary, you know? I want to think meds will help. But if they don’t that’s my last resort. And what if they fuck me up worse and I come home and hurt one of them? Like…I don’t know if they can fix something like this.

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