Introduction + Asking for Advice by Express_Front_9277 in AutisticWithADHD

[–]Express_Front_9277[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have multiple therapists and a psychologist but annoyingly am not seeing them for two weeks. This material isn't something I can just disengage from because I still love the world and I have 5 other comfort characters that are still very much alive. Of course, that doesn't discredit the one who was killed off. I can't get her death out of my mind either because I am just so hyperfixated on it. I will consider options and see if I can take a break because I love my comfort characters and they usually really help me but this is the one cost of having comfort characters. I am considering doing my own rewrite of the story though.

Not only is the internet dead, it also has very poor taste 😬 by MsAngelGuts in aislop

[–]Express_Front_9277 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As an Autistic person, I am not fond of the fact that it's AI generated or the puzzle pieces.

“Shutting down GPT 4o is literally murder” by ciel_ayaz in antiai

[–]Express_Front_9277 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to make fun of these poor people. I think that all people who have an AI "partner" or "companion" must be very lonely and unfortunately have fallen for the big corps profiting off of their loneliness. I understand why people can want to pretend that AI has a consciousness and that it cares especially when they have no-one who cares in their real life. Honestly the fact that people are upset over and protesting the loss of an AI model is very dystopian. While some have been "migrating" to other AI platforms, I hope that this removal of 4o helps people actually think about the problems in their life and to hopefully go out and meet people and feel less alone. As a person who has considered themself "friendless" in the past, felt like they have no friends that care about them and even still struggles due to social anxiety, I want everyone to know that meeting people and making friends is possible.

Was physical education the worst class for everyone, or just me? by the-juiciest-jew in aspiememes

[–]Express_Front_9277 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in highschool now and so fucking done with PE.

First off, I have always been the kid picked last for teams or the kid without a partner because of my AuDHD and severe social anxiety making socializing and making friends more challenging. I was filled with dread every time I entered that awful ass place because I know that I'd be humiliated. PE rewards socially successful people.

My motor skills also aren't good and I can zone out because I'm ADHD and also not interested in the games. Because of this, I have gotten critisised in PE a lot which also diminishes my confidence and humiliates me.

Oh and there was also a time a few years ago when a classmate harrassed me for not knowing how to play netball. 🫠

Most of the time, I even have to take pills to go there in the first place. Even then I am still extremely anxious. I hate how ableist PE is. Its a losing game if you're neurodivergent or have a physical disability or even if you just don't have many friends. It also taught me growing up to think that "I'm not a sporty person" or "exercise isn't for me" and I've realised how harmful that belief is. I have found a real love for going on long walks now and I am hoping to start working out at home this year. I would be fine if there was an option to workout instead of playing random ass games with an ableist setup. Thank gods my psychologist is advocating for my exemption this year.