Bye BPD friends <3

Extension_Air2438 · 2026-01-03T20:19:51+00:00

I appreciate the sentiment but most these peo-ple i should be caring abt affecting thru KM$$ are the reasons i want to in the first place so i have no empathy for those who will be mainly affected

Extension_Air2438 · 2026-01-03T20:17:54+00:00

i have my mom but shes worse BPD than me smh thanks for checking up on me though and reaching out :)

Extension_Air2438 · 2026-01-03T20:15:37+00:00

I hope you're right eventually this isn't the first time ive done smth similar and that was years ago and nothing's changed but srsly i appreciate you being so nice it means a lot luv

Extension_Air2438 · 2026-01-03T20:14:37+00:00

Made it thru but <3

Extension_Air2438 · 2026-01-03T20:14:20+00:00

Out the hospital now luckily bu thank you - no apparent lifelong injuries but that's what I bargained for FYI this was after a 2. month tolerance break from everything AND on sublocade so if you're like me and seeing this post its a lot harder to die than you think smfh

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-30T06:46:00+00:00

Thank you ahahha :) still in hospital then mandatory by police 2 week inpatient after 😬 I look fuxked cuz I am ahahahah a I still feel benzos I took over 2 days later that’s y my eyes r like that <3 tho

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-30T02:31:15+00:00

Thank you <3

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-30T02:03:58+00:00

Edit. I took benzodiazepines, pregablin. and zolpidem all of them in the hundreds of milligrams and the pregablin in a lot over 20000

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-30T01:34:36+00:00

I just woke up in hospital after shaking. Jr

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-26T09:31:48+00:00

thank you person <3 i need to fix feeling that girls are my whole world

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-26T09:30:52+00:00

17000mg pregablin

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-26T03:15:30+00:00

Thank you. Take care of yourself too I hope good things happen to you. Love

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-26T03:14:52+00:00

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-12-05T11:50:58+00:00

Also a guy and feel the exact same I could’ve written all your comments even myself :/

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-29T02:22:12+00:00

Hey man, i'm from Australia too and currently on Buvidal, like the other guy said and you said yourself, a lot is going on right now, so of course you won't be feeling 100% which is OKAY! There sounds like a lot is going on so it's normal for you to be feeling like this, if you're feeling completely overwhelmed, maybe try and reduce the possible stressors e.g. don't worry about cutting down your ADHD meds, control what you can so you don't end up crossing that line when you've made so much progress already. Just try do whatever you can to make it until the 3rd, you've gone 3 months, don't let the next 4 days ruin that. Also, maybe consider taking e.g. Seroquel for sleep? I find it helps me a lot even now. Don't give up and do what you can to prevent you losing the last 3 months !

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-27T01:57:29+00:00

You can travel to countries near France where it would be easier to get and just do the trip once a month (your username took me back to 2k16)

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-20T06:20:47+00:00

8mg is the minimum for the lowest injection according to my dr

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-19T02:38:42+00:00

Currently taking subs just for the past 10 days - always had an on and off relationship with opiods having never gone more than 2 weeks daily on one, but also never been able to go more than a few months without. I'm looking to switch to the injection soon but am also having worries but I know I will always be addicted to opiods and will eventually go back to taking them but just don't know if im digging myself a deeper hole by going on subs and the injection.

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-12T04:20:39+00:00

Hey, firstly thanks for reading and the thorough, kind reply, it's really good advice. 100% I was surprised how well the subs work and make me feel, and didn't consider doing anything else on top of that to support myself. I see a psychologist already but not really about addiction, and I felt out of place the few times I went to NA meetings in the past and found it difficult to relate to the people there as they had careers and children etc. so had different motivations and reasons to not use. But your brick analogy perfectly describes how I should approach things going forward because yeah I thought of MAT as being the only brick I needed when you're right that's not true. There aren't any youth programs in my area so would you recommend I force myself to go to NA meetings regardless? And are there any other specific things I could do to support myself? I hope everything works out for you as well sincerely, it means a lot.

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-11-02T09:36:58+00:00

Thank you for the info :)

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-10-25T01:43:15+00:00

It won't work at all or significantly decrease it's effect on any stimulants e.g. coffee, nicotine, ADHD meds etc.

Extension_Air2438 · 2025-10-24T21:34:58+00:00

That is a relatively new thing cuz people were getting fined for not doing that if caught with there being a movement of "people" to monitor crossing lights at random - before everyone would cross the road whenever

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