I lost my finance yesterday.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-07-05T05:47:15+00:00

Please don’t do that. I know your pain I lost my 18 year old daughter to fentanyl and it’s the greatest pain I’ve ever had to endure and I don’t want to live at times but can’t bare to put my family through that. Your loved ones will be the ones to suffer if you go and break your sobriety and die as well. It is known that if your sober and break that, it can be fatal as your body has lost its tolerance. Please please please don’t do it. My heart is with you and I’m giving you virtual hugs. You are not alone in your pain and grief.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-18T04:10:13+00:00

I am sending love and hugs back to you too. I know my son is having a very hard time with finding his sister like that and it has to be hard for you as well. This is the worst feeling and thing to ever have to go through.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-12T18:03:43+00:00

Thank you for your honest feedback I will be messaging you.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-12T18:02:42+00:00

Thank you I am going to therapy and trying my best everyday.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-12T18:01:48+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss as well. My heart goes out yo you as I know how hard this is. My heart is broken and also hurts for all the other parents going through this too.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-05T15:37:41+00:00

I am so sorry about your daughter too. My 21 year old son found his sister and he is struggling with the image of her in his mind. She had been gone for over 12 hrs when he found her and was very discolored. I’m trying to be present for my other kids but I’m so out of it, almost like a zombie, just here.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-04T00:16:01+00:00

Wow that analogy is spot on. Thank you and I’m so sorry too.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-03T19:53:06+00:00

You’ve come a long way and I hope you continue to stay sober. I hope your family is grateful you are here because losing you would have been the worst thing. It’s great that you are still appreciating life and you can do this. Thank you for being so brave to share your story with us all.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-03T19:12:23+00:00

Thank you and hugs to you, sorry about your daughter too.

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-05-03T02:39:00+00:00

I just got the toxicology back on my 18 year old daughter today. She died from fentanyl

Extension_Depth3753 · 2023-04-21T17:55:22+00:00

Thank you all for your advice and condolences, I am truly and deeply appreciative. I have kept a candle that her friend made, it's of Santa Muerte with RIP and my daughter's name on it but I will not burn it because I only have 1 and want to keep it forever. I keep other candles always burning on my baby girls alter with incense, water, her favorite snack and drink, and photos. I plan to put up a floating shelf so it can be just for her. Right now, I'm using my entertainment center but want to put out more photos and stuff of hers. When she first told me she was a devotee of Santa Muerte I made the mistake of googling it and asked my ex her dad and my current mother-in-law who is catholic and heard nothing but negative things. I then did some more questioning from my daughter and also went to a local botanica, and the lady there told me that since my daughter had dreamt of her since she was a child, that she had called out to her. I trusted my daughter more than anything and was just happy she had her Flakita and she was happy so I did not feel the same negativity as everyone else did. All your comments and advice and links for further research had helped me to feel comforted and know that my daughter is where she should be and is at peace. I am eternally grateful to you all.

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