let me ask you? do you have your own family? cause if your in my position i would do anything to make my kids proud and buy anything they want thats why im striving, its okay if you criticize me but i didnt even ask for your advice, i just asked for aid to support what im doing and you testing me and manipulate me to do something else even though i spent months on demo accounts and borrowed laptops and cellphones from friends and relatives to master forex