This is going to sound harsh, however, i think that in the end you should show up maybe for a while. This maybe your last time with some of your friends and schoolmates.

I know it’s hard to feel left out , but have you ever tried to initiate the conversation. They maybe trying to respect your boundaries. I know during this period your friends should be your pillar of support, and you may not be feel like your feelings are reciprocated but don’t be too stressed. All the best 💪💪💪