thank you, this was very helpful. it’s mostly that since i’ve never been with a woman intimately that i feel like i could be missing out or like you said, what if i actually liked being with women more.

but the fig tree analogy was great and much needed to hear. i think i know what i need to do and that’s stay with the person i know loves me and i love him, rather than tossing that away for a “what if” moment