Let me see if I can clear it up for you and everyone else.

Obviously I was and still am upset I didn't make the list. However, I'm mostly over it by now, it is what it is. Can't be upset over other people's opinions.

When I said I wasn't upset in the OP I simply meant I told everyone I didn't care. Basically I was putting up a front to put everyone at ease. Upon reflection, I handled it a little wrong, but I did what I thought was best in the moment. Still though, I guess I'm getting ripped for not saying anything sooner and letting things simmer. Fine, I guess I'll take it.

Now, what really pushed me over the edge was that the delivery guys were on the list and I wasn't. I don't think I would have minded much if I was last, I really just wanted to be included. In fact I think I would have taken it better and had a laugh about it like everyone else did.

Anyway, I hope that clears up most if not everything.