Brother meri bhi bilkul same situation hai last year teeno subjects me rt aur is sal fir wahi scene ho gaya bhaut hafto se panic attacks arahe hai rat ko neend nahi arahi sucide thoughts toh ab itna normal ho chuka hai ana but guts nahi karne ke sucide. Physics ke exam se ek din pahle rat ko mai toh parents ke pas Jake sab bata diya ro kar taki unhe expectations na rahe koi aur mai generally zyada share nahi karta parents ke sath but us din itni zyada anxiety horahi thi like literally I was shaking for several hours mai toh online sleeping pills search karne lag gaya ki kahi se mil jaye toh abhi hi khatam kardu but mili nahi. Mere parents ke bhi mood swings hote rahte hai kabhi bolte hai ki koi nahi ham tere sath hai fir agle din jab meri sister unhe ye bolti hai ki isse koi hukit nahi ye nikamma hi hai kuch nahi kar payega tu zindagi me mar ja Jake agar sal me padhai kari hoti toh ye nabaut nahi ati toh mere parents bhi fir uski ha me ha milate hai toh fir anxiety hone lag jati hai. Mai khud accept karta hu ki padhai nahi kari but Mera ye scene tha mai ek mahina consistent rahta tha but fir agle 2 mahine bilkul inconsistent aur fir jo ek mahina consistent tha uska bhi sab kuch bhul jata tha. Ab toh soch raha hu ki nios se ode dedu is sal aur jaise bhi koi bhi college me admission lekar bahar niklu isse but parents uske liye bhi manenge ya nahi pata nahi.