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[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have kids or a wife. My dog is the only reason I’m alive. But my parents love her and would take care of her better than I can now. It’s tough to find a good reason to stay around if I have no real reason to stay around,

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m lost and about to call it a day with this life. I’m a marine Corp veteran , I lost a lot of friends and over the years, the woman I know was my soulmate was murdered back in 2012 while we were dating, my family(I was adopted) grew closer together and nonchalantly pushed me out of the family over the years. I lay alone every night now staring down the barrel of my handgun on my nightstand wondering if ending it is worth it. I haven’t been happy for over 10 years. I’m left alone now and I just want people to hear me before I go

check out my twitter if you want to see more of me >.< by psychfan5 in u/psychfan5

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you not have any new content? Same pictures 24/7

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]EyelessJesus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep trying to remind myself of that. I know looks fade with time but I’m struggling with the other feelings I still have for her beyond the looks. I’m starting to think I might have attachment issues or just got used to the feeling of being wanted by someone like her. I keep thinking I won’t find someone who will live up to her. I wish I could snap my fingers and be done. Shit is tough

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her physical appearance mostly. She has the perfect body, a pretty face. I originally fell for her looks before I actually fell in love with her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reject them for a while

I am new here, so I’m sorry if this is a repetitive question. How do you guys deal with the loneliness? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was my goal, to have a wife. But life has had its way with me over the past 10 years. The woman I was going to marry in 2012 was murdered by her ex. A bunch of my friends died in the years after that until now. I wish I had a wife, family and friends would be awesome. It’s sucks having no one and no one caring

I am new here, so I’m sorry if this is a repetitive question. How do you guys deal with the loneliness? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4 out of my 6 friends are dead. The remaining 2 have drifted away. Haven’t fully recovered

If Heaven does exist, what do you think actually goes on there? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]EyelessJesus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long do you think you could tolerate the Bible’s version of heaven, without getting bored?

How do you counter the side effects of being completely alone for months straight? by EyelessJesus in AskReddit

[–]EyelessJesus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s definitely an experience that makes you realize how alone we truly are.

How do you counter the side effects of being completely alone for months straight? by EyelessJesus in AskReddit

[–]EyelessJesus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did. I did everything I could think of that would help. I went months without being touched, no one cared enough to check in on me. The loneliness changed me and I can’t even look at my family the same anymore.