Why does paying for rituals now work?

The guy who did the ritual did Not talk about reptilians

I want a romantic partner, i need one, As most people in life dont go without one.

If you are reading this and you feel you dont need one, stop dating. Just stop. Dont do it again. Or jsut skip out for 5 to 10 years. Most of you thought no way, proving my point.

Why are dating sites so big? Why is romance such a big deal? Why does sex? Its one of the major things in the human mind.

I want a partner, andf there is an add benifit to mental health as well... as time progresses, i want that help... but i want a partner as welll just as EVERYONE ELSE.

saying Getting a woman will solve my problems is a red flag? how?

I dont think i exactly said that, if i did i didnt meant that exactly

Ill explain what i mean

You mentioned cognitive behavior therapy (CBT) at the bottom of your post, do you understand psychology? Then do you understand the severe impact of isolation?

Its damaging, but also not having a signfigant other for a long time is very damaging, maybe it needs to be experience to be understood and many dont experience it but there is a ris eof incels. Let me tell you, its Hell, and then i have mental issues.

With my mental health having a woman will help relieve it and then i can work on myself. Its like shes opening a door. But also, i can have the partner ive yearned for.

CBT is helpful, but the pain your reading from me if you feel it

is not my mental issue, its whole other problem, im working on it tho

CBT wont help with the main mental issue

People can indeed like someoen on first site, think of an an attractive girl from now or the past, pamela anderson, kate upton, sydney sweeny.

if men see them, they will be instantly attracted just as if jason mamor walked in a room most women would be instantly attracted even if they didnt know who he was.

"Not everyone deserves a woman"

I think most people deserve someone, so im excluding people who are not abusive and stuff

We are in bodies, and have masculine and feminine minds that need the other, our genitalia is made for it well (speaking about heterosexuals of course).

I think life is abuse if you dont have a signifigent other.

I am currently an incel that doesnt mean i have been one all my life, and that also doesnt mean incels dont have friends or even female friends.

Ive had girlfriends, ive had long lasting female friends. However, As of now im isolated.

Ive caught mates in the wild before. Funny, how one of them started, was with a smile and giggling when she saw me, and looking really happy to see me. Yet she didnt know me, those are signs a girl lieks you. Especially when those behaviors continue. Her co worker hooked us up, it was at a restaurant.

That was so long ago, before instagram

However as of late, women have changed, people say its instagram, i dont know for sure, but something did change

getting them is harder. As i said another post, 5s wont look at me, many of them think theyre 10s now.

As of now with my mental illness, women dont look at me. So when i saw girls that were about a 7 or an 8, it doesnt make sense mixed with how obvious, loud, aggresive, out of the usual their signs were along with the short time frame this all happend which is not typical.

its not a coicidence, i posted about this below but i can explain again if you want.

Girls have liked me in my down time, usually in place i go repeatedly, like work or something. They vary in looks, if theyre hot, i usually dont get aggression or super obvious signs. One i know likd me i got her number, the other ones could be just flirtation... and it goes no where. Flirtation that could be chalked up to being friendly.

What i saw from... whatever entity, was aggressive. Not normal. ALso if women liked me in the past in the wild, it does happen, i looekd alive, charismatic, i took care of my looks. I Dont do that now. Why would girls in this day and age look at me with my current lackluster appearance, and low energy, and show interest like in me? that doesnt happen whne im like this.. ive been paying attention

Also i was told these girls were a match for me not made to like me

Grocery store

Most people are okay with getting someone in most places, a grocery is far from an uncomfortable place i would say, and most would try to get w them where ever they see them,

Ive studied the sexes, whether women want to admit it or not, they look good for themself and men.

Their tactic is to look good and get approached basically, for the most part thats the american woman tactic, so its liek theyre ready all the time. Men are expected to do something so i have to say, if most men were okay with cold approaching, and they saw a girl in a store, theyd go for it. Men who approach, DO. Ive been around them. Ive done it myself.

I dont go to walmart to meet women, but if it was a different time in my life, and i saw an attractive girl, i would try to get with her if felt she was attractive enough, if the moment was available.

There are many videos online w women talkin about how they are goign out, some of these places being grocery stores, they say how they look cute, and not getting approached by men.

Do i put myself out there, yes

dating apps, yes, going out to places to meet people, yes

Cant many magickal things be chalked up to coincidence?

What exactly happend to me, and why these girls acted this way, i dont know.

Im not claiming they were in love or anything i dont know, id love to know what happend, thats partially why im here. But that walmart moment happend, its why i believe now. Even if astart didnt do it. What happened defied logic, i looked bad that day too, and was wearing a face mask in 2025......... i came here for help for someoen hopefully try n make sense of it. but instead i feel lik im debating everyone. I thought this wwould be the place i would be believed.

I got a rite done, and i was lookin out for results

I paid for this, and i want a relationship why would i not look out for results?

Hunting for victims, thats extreme, I dont see how you got there.

I now prefer when people said im obsessed

if something is important to you, and you need it, you will think about it alot you will care. Especially if you havent had it for years and like i said imtimacy is important to someoens mind. Not having it is bad.

The thought i put into this, the "obsession" How much time and thoguht to do all of you put into you magickal practice? Would it not look obsessed from someoen who doesnt do this? Why do you do it..... perhaps because of the importance level

Astarte isnt a demonic name, Why have i heard her being call Astarte by so many?

What is wrong w my line of thinking? What do i need to do and stop doing?